Sometimes I don't know who I am,

I can't tell what I'm feeling,

I'm not trying to hurt myself,

But is what I'm doing called healing?

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Few people know who I really am,

Actually NOBODY knows,

I try to always seem happy,

But sometimes I can't hide my woes,

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If everyone knew who I really was,

Then I'd probably always be loner,

But it's not like I killed or drank,

Of course not, I'm not like Homer,

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My life may seem like a dream come true,

With all my friends and A's,

But sometimes I would love to trade my life,

Cuz I just hate to see my face,

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People would laugh if I said that I hated my life,

Because they think I'm "perfect"

But they just don't understand that the real me,

They wouldn't be able to accept,

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I have a secret life of my own,

No one else knows about it,

And I plan to keep it that way,

Unless I get hurt and hit,

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I don't mean that literally,

I'm talking about my emotions,

The more I try to forget,

The less I can use my motions,

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No one will ever know about the life I have,

You don't know all of my secrets,

If you did I'm sure that,

You and me would have a lot of regrets......

I know that I haven't been paying attention,

I'm trying to listen to everyone,

But I get off track because I see something,

Something precious like a prize that I've won,

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But if you were in my shoes,

I know that you would act this way too,

Just because you don't understand,

Doesn't mean you should jump to conclusions like a kangaroo,

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I already tried to say that I was sorry,

But you said that sorry doesn't do it,

But you really have to keep calm,

And stop yourself from having a fit,

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Just because you're only something little in my mind,

Doesn't mean that you have to shout,

There's someone more important to me,

That doesn't get mad at me and pout,

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I've found someone better to hang onto,

Someone that gives me a shoulder to cry on,

I'm sure I'm not right for you either,

So don't you think we should both go on?

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You always yelled out my name,

And I was there in moment's notice,

But you would just run away,

Making me think that I had something to miss,

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But now there's someone better,

Someone that'll wait and hour for me,

You're not important to me anymore,

Can't you see?

Is it true that you love me?

Or are you just lying to get my hopes up?

Will you make me happy?

Or sad like when i spill milk from my cup?

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Are you my prince charming?

Or are you just a fake?

Will you make me happy?

Like when I'm eating cake?

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I have to know why you're acting this way,

If not, I'll feel dumb,

But it's not like I'm going to beg for it,

Or even cry and suck my thumb,

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Don't get my hopes up,

If you're just trying to crush me,

Cuz I'll get you back some how,

Just watch and see!!

You've always been with me in the good times,

And even all of the bad,

You're here when I'm happy,

And even when I'm sad,

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We've always told each other secrets,

And we've always been together,

I know that we'll always be,

Best friends forever,

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But now the time has come,

I just found out today,

You might have to move from me,

And it's causing me great dismay,

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But just because you're leaving,

Doesn't mean I'll forget you,

You're part of my heart,

And there's nothing anyone can do,

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We'll still be looking at the same stars at night,

And even the same moon,

So if you leave Gaby,

I'm sure we'll meet again soon~

What do I have to do for you to notice me?

I'll even jump off a building if you could say my name,

I'd run around the world just for you,

Don't you laugh, it's not a game,

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I'd even drink rotten eggs for you,

I'd even eat a cocaroach if you smiled at me,

I'm doing the best I can,

Can't you see?

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Every time I say your name,

You look to see who called it out,

You look look at everyone exept me,

So I pout and I shout,

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Even if I killed myself,

You wouldn't think twice of me,

You wouldn't even go to my funureal,

Not even if you'd set me soul free~

5 years from now,

Will you remember me?

Will you say hi?

Or just pass by like you can't see me?

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Would you treat me like a stranger?

Or would you actually know me?

I know that it's hard to decide when we never really talk,

But I want to know so that from this relief, I'll be free,

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Will you recognize my face?

Because I'm pretty sure I will yours,

But if you say no,

I'll be crying for hours,

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I guess that you don't have to answer all these questions,

But there is ONE that I need an answer to,

Will you ever love me?

The way that I love you?~

Whenever I try to look for you,

I seem to lose my way,

So I keep on moving,

Not giving into my dismay,

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You're always hiding in a dark room,

With no light at all,

There's obstacles everywhere,

Most of them make me fall,

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But even though I get cuts and bruises,

and maybe even a brokem arm,

I'll keep on searching for you,

As if there was no harm,

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Maybe someday you'll come out of the dark,

but until then, I'll keep searching for you,

Because you're important to me,

And to you, I'll always be true~

You may not be the brightest star,

But I know that you try,

You're always giving 110%,

and always trying to fly high,

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You may not be noticed by other people,

But I know that I sure do,

You may not seem so bright to others,

But you know that I still love you,

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You're always trying to be the best,

but don't pout or stress,

You'll always be my little angel,

and not a real big mess,

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I know that some day you'll be the BRIGTHEST,

you'll finally have your dream come true,

So keep on striving,

because I'll always be there for you~

You always acted sweet and kind,

but you turned out to have a sick mind,

I thought we'd be best friend through and through,

But you were a fake, instead of being true,

I always tried to make myself perfect for you,

but would you appreciate it? No you'd treat me like poo,

You always seemed like a saint,

but you'd be evil and make people faint,

Now that I now what a demon you are,

You're far from and angel, VERY far,

Now you have hurt not only me,

but others too, can't you see?

We always kept secrets that we told each other,

Some that were funny, some that were sad,

Some that made us giggle,

Some that made us mad,

Yesterday, I told you a secret,

but did you keep it? Nononono

You went around telling people,

Just blabering everything out like so,

Now I feel like you're a traitor,

Now I can't trust you like i used to,

I told you almost everything,

Now about my secrets, you won't have a clue,

You may not know this,

but I'm not the only one that you've betrayed,

Look around you,

Look at what a mess you've made.

I know that this does't rhyme and all, but.... i thought that it was important for me to write it.

If only you knew how I felt about you,

maybe you would care to even know what my name is.

Sometimes you can make my life so miserable that it makes me want to cry.

There are traitors around me that try to make me hate you,

but sometimes, i just sit and cry and let all my sorrows go.

People say that there are more fish in the sea,

but when I see your eyes, your the only one that I could ever love.

I know that this might sound creepy at first,

but I bet you that you haven't loved anyone this much.

There are much prettier girls in this world,

I know that already,

that's also why I sometimes cry myself to sleep at nights.

Other people aren't able to understand because they've never felt this way about anyone.

I could just run away from the fact that we'll never be together,

but when I see your smile,

I wanna be yours forever.

I have shed tears for you,

and they will probably be never ending,

because I know that you will never love me as much as I love you.

You guys are like angels to me,

Watching me from up above,

Your so unique,

Like a beautiful silver dove,

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Your touch helps me feel much better,

You help me feel like a princess,

You're not like the others,

that make me feel like a big mess,

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If I could,

I would do the same for you all,

But sometimes I don't know how,

And I feel like I'll fall,

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You always say that I'm perfect the way I am,

But when I look at myself in the mirror,

I feel like,

I'm from a movie of horror,

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I don't know how many people would befriend me,

But all I know is,

You guy's are always here,

To set me free~

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~Cherry~

Um... I kinda have my own made up song lyrics, and my friend said that I should post them, so here it is:

When I look up at the sta-ars at night,

I see the glo-ow in you eyes,

I feel the wa-armth that I get from you, whenever you're here with me-e.

I kno-ow that it is impossible, for us to be-e, together...

But one of these da-ays, i know, that we'll see each other again.

The wo-orld wants us to be-e apart,

but I kno-ow that fate wi-ill come,

just hold my ha-and, and i'll hold you-urs,

hold it ti-ight, and i'll help us fly-y....

I always try to think of something to say,

But then you just ignore me,

And shove me out of the way,

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You think that i'm just someone who's there,

You don't know my name,

And I bet that you dont even care,

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If I'm around you'll act all mean,

You'll push me around,

Like I couldn't be seen,

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If only I could tell you how I really felt,

I'd get too shy,

and practically melt!

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~Cherry~

I see you walking towards me,

I wonder if you'll say hi,

You get 2 feet away from me,

But then you just pass by,

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I know that  you think I'm not pretty,

I've heard that one before,

But if you say it infront of me,

It'll make my heart get sore,

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I look at you,

And you look back at my way,

Then you smile,

And I don't know what to say,

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It's alright if you don't know my name,

I'll wait and wait,

For you are the one that I love,

And not the one that i hate.

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~Cherry~

Mallory, u are THE BEST poet i've ever seen

i can even say that ur betta than the real poets