ok so like i said earlier, i haven't been onn here 4 a while. soooooooo...yeah.

lol.

i'm tired right now.

"why?" you may be asking in your head right now.

well, i was awake until 4:00 & was woken up at 7:51. against my will.

yeah.

it sucks.

well buhbye

Rejection. Nothing hurts more than to be turned downed and be refused. A pierce in the heart and a tear in the eye.

What would you feel if you wanted to belong in a group and you were not given the warmest welcome you were expecting? How would you react if you wanted to go to a party you werent even invited into? Everybody experiences being said "no" to, and whether we like it or not,it's something we are destined to experience. Some of those who were rejected might have said "it's their loss and not mine".They try to suppress what they feel and instead putting up a defense mechanism to look strong and unhurt. But deep within them, they are analyzing themselves, asking themsleves if there's something wrong with them and if there are things they could change to be accepted in a group they want to be in. Being rejected in any way is stressful and depressing. Some would rather get nailed than being rejected. Atleast, when you are nailed, there are people who'd be at your side.

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..Is it possible to love someone before meeting him?

.It cannot be denied that a lot of people nowadays are engaged in online networking,may it be for friends,dating or even serious relationship. There are a lot of testimonies posted on the internet about how people found love online. How they started as online friends and later discovered that they're a match. Yes,maybe their attitudes and characteristics jive, maybe they have the same likes and wants, but will these chemistry be able to sustain a relationship??

. What if you think you're really connected with eachother,and you decide to meet that someone you've been talking on YM or AIM,would you still  treat him/her the same way if he/she wasnt the one you expected him to be on the physical aspect? Let's be realistic and not stick to the "Love is blind" thing because it simply doesnt work that way anymore. Physical appearances really matter,if not for all atleast for the many.

.One thing that online couples lack is touch. Touch is essential in a relationship. It shows compassion, love and other stuff alike.How can online couples cope with certain issues when they're apart and havent even met at the first place and all they have are computers infront of them. They cant really show their true emotions, what they really feel. Can this relationship be trusted? How would you know if your partner on the other side of the network is really telling you the truth or isnt hiding anything from you. It's a matter of trust. But how can one trust another when they aren't sure of what they're into.

.But then again, who are we to question the power of love. It's that certain lub-dub in the center of one's heart that noone could ever explain. If there's such a thing such as "love a first sight" who knows, maybe "love at first buzz" is possible too..

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.im an airhead.

..someone close to me told me that when i was young,and it stayed in my consciousness..never erased..

..i wish i could just be a poet and release all my feelings with a stroke of a pen,all the anguish and sorrow be written in a paper and still make other people appreciate my masterpiece..where i could just be myself..

..it's really hard to be nice to other people i dont want to hang out with,its like im playing a role i dont want to portray..but sometimes,the situation forces me to do such acts especially with the older people. im trying to be a good child though sometimes my heart tells me not to. i obey every order,smile when i am told. .

.i could not blame other people with what i am but they have made a big contribution in molding me..i dont want to be compared especially not with my sister but a lot of people continue to do so..i dont want to be told to make myself useful..i dont want other people to belittle me..but i just cant tell other people what i feel, 'cause i dont want other people to tell my parents that they have raised a rude child..but i dont know how long i can hold and suppress my feelings..

im an airhead,its not because i take advantage of the people who love..its because that's how you want me to be..

uhm yeah

i dont really go on hurr anymore

so uhm

yeah

buyyee :D

Well, i am back (again)!

Still not much goin' on. Today we have a basketball against our rivals, the Pirates! We're 2-0 so let's hope that it becaomes 3-0!! =]

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some of my better creations

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PEACE OUT!

Hey!  Well, I haven't been on for a while, have I?

I probably won't be on much because I really have nothing to blog about.  So...

I am on iconator a lot though, so check me out if you wanna see my daily stuff!  Here's the link- http://www.iconator.com/profile.php?UserID=993791

Peace out! ♥

 avatar of the day @ iconator.com! how awesome is it?

here are some of my creations!

icons

avatars

wallpaper

well, i have some really cool ones in mods, so i'll put them on here  when they come out!

hey hey hey!

why are boys so gross around their friends, but so nice when it's just you & him? that is my question today, i guess. but doesn't just drive you insane!? you never know if you have "nice boy" or "pervy boy".

here is a link to my profile on iconator! go to the very bottem to see the stuff i've made, k?

  http://www.iconator.com/profile.php?UserID=993791    

sorry i haven't written for a while- i've been sooooooooooo busy! school & ccd & friends & family, you know?

I don't like this day..

My boyfriend and I got into a little fight..

Somebody thinks I like him though I don't..

Haven't had enough sleep..

welp, today i'm babysitting my fav teacher's son for 5(ish) hours. he's soooooooooooo cute! he;s 3 and has little glasses and is such a sweetheart!

yay! i today's my last day of school before Fall Break!*does happy dance*

yay again! in geography we're playing survivor & today i think i'll get to vote off the person in my tribe's who's evil & mean!!!

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

cya!

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some of my fav songs!

I don't really know what to write. I've got nothing to write. All I know is I have to do something besides reading and studying my notes. It's get too boring to read continuously. I've got exams tomorrow and I still have two chapters to read and memorize. I want to do something else but I don't know what. I want to watch Tv but I don't like what's on it.

I should've studied last night. Well atleast I could've started. That way, my burdens won't be this heavy.

I want to watch House..or CSI..or whatever..So sad Pirate Master is over..

holla ma gangstas!

sorry, i'm kinda SLAPHAPPY right now!  I don't even know why. Hmmmmm...

So...what's up? Anything new? Not much here really. I have a game tomorrow. Bye.