alex chase asked me out today.

kristen says he was supposed to send me a message yesterday, and then announced to the world that i didn't get the message. what a good best friend, huh?

well i could tell alex was nervous about it because he asked me in person.

but, after all this time that i've been waiting for this to happen, i don't know what to do.

will it last long? will he be like he was, even though he's sorry for what he did? will he do the same things? will he make me cry again?

I DON'T WANT TO CRY AGAIN.

not about him, anyways.

well i hope we last (and we will if it's the last thing i do) until the next dance. it's like in fall or something. he better not do what he did last time and ditch me the day before the dance.

well, last year it turned out okay, i started liking will and that progressed. but this year, there is no will.  there is no one that i can turn to of whom will take me in at any time.

help?

always,

alexandria nicole.