it is extremely hard to say, but i think that this blog has run its course.

I'll be deleting one of my side ones and creating a blog that only uses one font size and is continuous, only skipping lines for new paragraphs and subjects.  It'll still have the same creative spark, but it'll be more sophisticated. You can expect the entries to look a little bit like this.  I'm no longer writing about what I think, but what I feel.  I'm one of those people who just feel more about the world and the people around them than most. I'll still keep this blog, for it has way to much material to just delete it. 

  The idea of this new layout for my blogs is that I could write longer entries but I could take up less room.  I'll only keep 2 or 3 entries on each page, so in case you miss any, you can just scroll down and look. I really appreciate the people who took the time to read and comment this blog (Lauren) and I really hope that you'll take interest in my next one.

  This blog means more to me than most people's blogs would, so I'm keeping it.  It contains memories that won't ever be replaced.

  I believe the reason for needing a new thing for my blog is that the Alex Chase phase is over.  His leaving for the second time really made me prepared for change and right now I really need it.  I've realized that I've lived my whole life being the same person, never changing with the world and my surroundings.  I want to be the same Alexandria Nicole, but I think I've matured more than most would with one person's leaving. 

  As you can see, he meant much to me, but I can't go back to the way things used to be.  Emphasizing (sp?) words is really fun, because it shows what you're thinking, and how big the thoughts are.  But I need some place to put my feelings, some way to show my feelings to the people that care most.

  You could call it getting rid of the old, but I'd like to call it welcoming the new.  The new blog will probably be called footprints.

  That means the link would most likely be clearblogs.com/footprintsofalex

  So, the alexandrianicole stage is over.  Thank God for change.