the drugging of a life time

I'm not sure if you're just blocking me, or really high, but I thought I should let you know I won't be talking to you on Monday.

In case you really are high, you won't know/remember what you said tonight, and maybe that's for the best. I'll just tell you that you were a complete asshole. You know what? I know I'm lame. I don't give a flying fuck anymore. And the at faces are getting so stupid. I wish you weren't such a bitch. Maybe then we could be friends for more than the two days when you're at least half-there.

I would say that I thought it was Frankie, messing with me. But I don't believe that. Because I now know how awful you can be. I guess I don't really care that I won't have any friends after you read this and decide everything you said [on the offchance you remember] was true. At least I won't have to deal with a mother fucker like you anymore.

I'm sick of you only caring about you. Every time you're off at home because of a headache, I still call you, just to let you know that you're in our thoughts. Don't expect any more of that. I could fall off a cliff and you wouldn't even notice until someone told you in an email.

Goodbye. I know I'm being a douche. I know you hate me anyway. I know the only reason you're still friends with me is because of Frankie. I know you both can't stand me. At least tell me the truth about it.

Yes, they were overreacting but I about balled. I read it after being told what I did. And a few hours after coming out of the hospital. But I had a friend with me and was at a party there fore, kept it cool. I did reply very angrily. Lied. tried to make them feel as bad as I did. But being who I am: it made me feel worse. Now everyone is mad at me making me into the bad guy. BUT I OVER DOSED BECAUSE I MADE A BAD CHOICE WHILE WITH A NEW 'FRIEND' COME FUCKING ON.

I would be ranting about how horrible they are but I odnt have it in me. Lets see if I can find the reply i sent to them....

Nope. sent it on a different computer so i guess it's not saved.

But this made me feel better today:

Joe t (jewfro to the left) IS MY FAVORITE PERSON OF ALL DAYS. best. jew. ever.