One Year Today

Posted at 09:02, Monday, August 18, 2008

One year today.  I keep saying that over and over in my head at times I cannot beleive it.  At times I feel like it has been forever.  Today was very peaceful. 

Was it hard today?  YES!  I found myself trying to keep busy.  I am not regretting being off work today but staying busy definately helped.  Mariah and Jenny swam all day it was such a sunny day.  We went out to the cemetary early then went back again later in the evening.  All I can say is it hurst soo bad without him and when I think about how bad it hurts my mind starts remembering all the good times with him!  All the things we shared together all the love that he gave me and that is what helps me.  We went out to eat tonight we let Mariah pick and she picked Ci Ci's so that is where we ate.  I swear all the grease is still sitting in my stomach.  But it was nice to see her eat and eat and eat! 

Mariah seems to be handling this one pretty good.  She is such a strong young lady!  I am soooo proud of her.  She is getting ready for school and so excited for high school. 

I am so happy the head stone was in place finally.  I am hoping to post pictures of it soon.  Please also say a prayer for Sandy she started her first round of chemo and has been having alot of pain so pray pray pray!

Thanks to everyone for the caring phone calls,emails and hugs today! And all the wonderful things left for Carter at the cemetary!

Rhonda