- Fiannika's Journal -

Long time no update the blog again *

Hmm.. I miss Perth.. haha..

Suddenly I got Siu Wind's phone when i was having my shower..

very touching .. as she phoned me and said: Siu Fi >w<"

wahaha...

we had buffet in Grand Lisboa Hotel..

and so on...

Juz want to update the blog..

these few days.. nothing spcial..

juz that...

i need to prepare 2 presents for 2 mothers,, orz;

hoho,,=v=;

Aiii* feeling ng g dim gum la..

I will go la.. on 26 =v=

I have not been updating the blog for a very long time ....

Gosh! No mood to type the blog after coming back from ShangHai...

and I even don't want to upload the photos,.

lol.. I am juz too lazy in some ways....

I also don't know what's wrong with myself...

I don;t know why I am so unhappy these few days...

honestly, one of the reason is ,,, my mother...

and the others... i donno....

what I hope for is to live happily...

This is a simple wish , but hard to fufill !

wow* exam end lu*

went to eat JP food wif KY my mum and brother..

oishi ..  xp

tomorrow i will fly to Nanjing . Shanghai and so on.. lol

I have no mood to do anything...

badly done the English and Chinese exam..

shit...

I don't know how to face my parents...

( It seems my fault , but I want her so much.. all the things she said )

very excited ah. xd

I didn't expect I can balance the final a/cs lor..

as this morning the final term accounting exam

i cannot balance the balance sheet of the non profit making organisation orz

but for the LccI,.

the sylabus r those we studied in the second term which i got 85 in the 2nd term exam -}

i have most confidence on those topics ah...

yoyo..  that is why our teachers said we already have (pass with Credit ) in our hands..

we r juz fighting for the ( Dinstinction)

lol... I am waiting for you ah =) Dinstinction,.

hope that i can get it lol...

My favorite singer is Rurutia.

the woman i love and admire most:my mother xd

places i want to go most: Italy, Australia,Switzerland and different parts in China

my interest: sleeping and eating , travelling , playing cool gags.

all kind of design and witchcraft(espcailly fortune telling..) , crystal and so on,,

favourite color:pink,purple, black and white.

favourtie brands:emily , roxy , gucci  ;p

collecting crystals and stamps.. and sweet paper.. xd

May be..

but then...

I do not feel happy when i heard sb saying that ' I feel surprise when i received ur present/ say sth u remeber my b-day '

it shows that u forgot me !!!

I don't mean Des daddy..

but some stronzo or puttana..  sigh

Please.. don't annoy me..

I juz go to Australia for about 1 month... not the whole life...

Do not metion USA ..

even accomodation , transport and so on are provided for free

I do not want to go because of you-.-

haha* today is already 1 st June..

wow.. time flies ..

4th June will be my first public exam(LCCI) for Accounting ..

nervous xD.

finally I got 97 for the accruals and prepayments

yoyo.. xd

The listening exam..  this time was quite difficult .. the tape was onli be played once..

i cannot hear some clearly .. sigh..

hoho.. PE exam..

i pass wo.. no need to worry la...

then... whole day juz seeing the Maths.. very idiotly...

kaka..

then i found out one thing which is very shit...

i hate that stupid boy...

not onli me but all my friends :)

Long time no cook xD

Last year photo..

do u know what is it?

Hey *

Vivian-333-@hotmail.com

qwertyvivian@yahoo.com.hk

rurutia@walla.com

rurutia77@yahoo.com.au

Hee*.. finally overcome the computer exam lu..

sigh.. the English oral.. still not yet le..

waha* today received Lam siu fi's msg la..

but i have no $$ to send sms ah=v=

i don't want to pay $1000 for telephone bill or be scoled anymore.

My Godness Damn ah! my parents still asking me if i reli want to go Aus or not..

on9 ga...If they do not let me to go

then why helped me to ' jim cheng ' ah?

sucks!

If you do not let me to Aus, doesn't matter ga xD

then let me go to Italy lo >v<"

wahaha...

Aiii* I was sleeping when every classmate was trying very hard to do the Maths ! I want to quit...

luckily My Chinese subjects r ok la..

juz like i got daily average 89.sth for Chi History xD

I am smart,right ?

I   miss  America *

lol.. finally finished the computer exam (vb6)

special thanks to Vicky ah..

because of you...

i do not have to worry about the exam.. and

go to Aus happily >"<

haha* and have a nice sleep

Because Of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

After I found out the truth, I do really want to burst out into tears...

but i control myself not to cry because i know that truth is truth,, you can never change it !

Alright.. then live happily then...

Ha.. my mood ? both feeling nervous and exciting la..

I do reli want to play parachute ! lol

ah ha.. xD