You wouldnt know that since i sat down to write this entry, i got up from my chair 5 times and its been 50 mins.   That's a long time to write this little amount. haha   Now, Angelina just spilled a bunch of yogurt on herself, so she tells me very seriously "mom, now i really need a bath" haha  Hmm K!    We'll see how much i can write until i hear "mommmmm i want to get  outttttt"  :)

awww she is calling me  now... "mommmmm come here"

Alright... had to turn the running water off.. Good idea haha  She usually does it by herself, but for some reason couldnt this time. 

Where were we?   Hammac... ok so yes, its nice! hahaha    I thought it was such a nice gesture from my hubby. A nice surprise on a regular day!!

Oh, he turned 49 !   His best friend and I took him out to a very nice area of the city. i think its officially my favorite part of town now. Its beautiful and simple!  Not the fancy beautiful (dont like that)  just.. the perfect place to walk around.  We had dinner , so yummy, than we played pool.  We had a wonderful night.   I got him some  very good headphones, a gift certificate to Sears so he can buy either electronics, games or music or clothes or tools hahaha   and i got him a Xbox 360 game:  Call of Duty 4.    It's difficult for me to buy him things because 1)i dont have money and 2) i am never sure how much we can afford at the moment.    I know he really enjoyed his whole birthday and that is all that matters.  We all had a fantastic time.    I suck at pools but laughing at myself is my favorite hobby so its perfect haha   That is what my sister and I do when we get together.  We laugh so hard at each other trying to hit those balls... My problem is that i end up forgeting which one is mine, and i even mislead our friend telling him his were the stripes one while they were mine, and he got in 3-4 of mine before i realised he was hitting mine.   Well, he still won. hahaha


It is suppose to storm today. I love it. I am afraid of tornados.. but i always loved thunderstorm in NB.  Its just when i moved here that i realise that here, they meant possibility of tornadoes.   Jay really had to calm me down the first time i heard that siren, because i thought it meant a tornado WAS coming.  I never get  franctic or hysteric, just not me, but I was obviously terrorised.   Ah!  now, i still get very nervous when i see we are on tornado watch... but i still enjoy the sound of thunder and lighting. Rain? i love rain.  It never bothers me.  Of course its not fun when i just straithened my hair (wrong spelling i know) but who cares if my hair is silky smooth or curly?  I usually dont. hahaha  i tell myself at least i have the advantage of having it both ways, right? 


We found a new church. I absolutely love it.   The kids love it too.  Here is the link :
RiverHills Christian Church

If you know me you know how challenging  my spiritual journey has been in the past few years.  Yet, God has always been more than important to me. 


Nicholas is in Mississipi for a month with my mother in law.  I think its going to be good for him... to keep out of trouble. He is turning 16 tomorow!!  So we got him his birthday before he left.   I know he'll have a nice birthday with mother in law tomorow so I am not worried.   Here is  a picture he took yesterday while over there.

Arent they beautiful?  I love those kids.  Of couse its exhausting sometimes, but this tiredness is a good one.  And of course I need a break once in a while.  Now if i had a baby to hold once in a while... maybe a few hours a day... that'd be perfect hahaha

The view with these on is amazing. I love it haha   now i need contact lenses to wear underneath them.  I still love my prescription sunglasses my dear husband made sure i got, but  those are the "chilling dont need to see far" sunglasses hahaha    I was just leaving with the kids to go to my friend's pool. 


Here again after pool time.  4 hours later.  Yes, its the same hair.  I dont straithten them that very often. Usually only on a special occasion, because i think it looks better and i loveeee having soft hair haha

This used to be my dream.  To become a midwife.  I love love babies. After giving birth, and loosing, 2 of my babies,  the whole birth experience became so... simple to me.   I didnt care about no pain anymore, there is no pain compared to giving birth only to give death. Giving birth 2 months early is what killed my babies.  So its the birth of death.  I just wanted women to know that this birth experience is not painful... its pure joy and as physically hurtful as it can be, there is  no other pain on earth that can be this rewarding.  There is just none.    And i wanted to become part of that...

SO, maybe i can become a doula too, someday :)  I think i have enough experience to be a good birthing coach. hahaha 


Alright enough about babies!!!  I have lots of work to do~   I want to clean the basement today and donate a lot of the kids toys. The only toys i am going to buy from now on are the ones that i know the kids really enjoy.   Any child has 1 or 2 activities they absolutely enjoy and only expanding their collection makes them happy.   Zac is army and car. Seb is challenging stuff like build your own rocket, lina is babies and barbies, and nick, well, games.    So why buy them a bunch of stuff!!! just keep expending the collection you know they enjoy!!!  


Ok, Off to work. Tuns of laundry too!  We'll see if i can do a good clean up today. Its hard to keep the house nice and pretty when i spend the day playing/occupying them. Because taking care of the children  is my first job after all!   
 

I will let you go with our latest pictures: