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You Should Learn Swedish

Fantastisk! You're laid back about learning a language - and about life in general. Peaceful, beautiful Sweden is ideal for you... And you won't even have to speak perfect Swedish to get around!

^^got that from zachbraff.com. I'm so fascinated with these cool things

More Boredness

Your Pirate Name Is...

Mad Fanny La Bouche

You Are Chinese Food

Exotic yet ordinary. People think they've had enough of you, but they're back for more in an hour.

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Your Ideal Jeans Are Levi's

All American and classic - perfect for a girl who doesn't need to follow trends.

You Belong in New York

You're a girl on the go, and LA's laid back lifestyle isn't really your thing. You prefer a city that never sleeps, and people as ambitious as you are. Cultured and street smart, you can truly appreciate everything New York has to offer.

Your Musical Tastes Match: The Fab Five

See their whole playlist here (iTunes required)

Your Inner Blood Type is Type A

You seem cool and collected, though a bit shy. You are highly driven and a perfectionist, but that's a side you keep to yourself. Creative and artistic, you are a very unique person who doesn't quite fit in. People accept you more than you realize, seeing you as trustworthy and loyal. You are most compatible with: A and AB Famous Type A's: Britney Spears and Hilter

Your Love Number is 3

You're confident and charming, which makes you able to keep your relationships fresh. A true perfectionist, you give your all (and then some!) to your sweetie. Honest, funny, and kind... you are the ideal lover for many. Just don't let your jealousy get the best of you!

I was Bored and You know what happens when I'm bored

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Never got Derek Before.

The above image is copyrighted by the ABC TV network. It links directly to the official Grey's Anatomy web site.

You are most like: Derek Shepherd (75% match) Derek Shepherd moved to Seattle after discovering that his wife was having an affair with his best friend. After running away from that unpleasantness, he met Meredith Grey in a bar and they had what Meredith thought was going to be a one-night stand, but which turned out to be a love affair. Unlike Preston Burke, Derek didn't let Chief Webber know about his relationship with an intern. Although Derek is attempting to reconcile with his estranged wife, he still clearly has feelings for Meredith. He lives in a trailer that his wife hates but he likes.

The Celebrity Similarity Test

 64% match with Addison and Derek

Dr. Addison Shepherd is a head surgeon who is intelligent and honest and compassionate with her patients. She is a strong, driven woman making her presence and talent known on the male dominated surgical team. Although she has not always been faithful to her husband, she flew across the country to salvage her marriage in an attempt to make things right. Unfortunately, despite her determination and forgiveness, they were unable to work things out. However she was willing to make sacrifices for what she wanted, showing her giving nature. It appears that behind Addison’s hard front, she is emotional and sensitive, yet appears collected while working in a less than desirable environment, maintaining a professional manner.

Feedback: Your personality is fairly similar to that of Dr. Addison Shepherd, and you are about as similar to Dr. Addison Shepherd as the average person who took this survey.

Derek Shepherd is the flirtatious but wildly talented surgeon. Derek usually goes by the name ‘Mc Dreamy’ due to his good looks. He finds it funny and has a great sense of humor. Derek tends to be jealous of the ones he may end up losing and when he falls in love, he falls hard. He loves living in his trailer home, and enjoys the outdoors. He is one of the world’s best neurosurgeons and that makes him cocky in the OR.

Feedback: Your personality is fairly similar to that of Dr. Derek Shepherd, and you are about as similar to Dr. Derek Shepherd as the average person who took this survey.

Your Birthdate: July 12

You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame. You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them. Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing. You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship. Your strength: Your charm Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics Your power color: Indigo Your power symbol: Four leaf clover Your power month: December

Your Brain is Orange

Of all the brain types, yours is the quickest. You are usually thinking a mile a minute, and you could be thinking about anything at all. Your thoughts are often scattered and random - but they're also a lot of fun! You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about esoteric subjects, the meaning of life, and pop culture.

Wonder Woman 84% Spider-Man 75% Green Lantern 75% Superman 70% Supergirl 69% Hulk 65% Robin 57% Batman 45% Iron Man 45% The Flash 40% Catwoman 35%

You are a beautiful princess with great strength of character.

Exotic Dancer Name Is...

Red

Exotic Dancer Name Generator Yeah RED for red Hot  lol I wish I had red hair

Your Career Type: Investigative

You are precise, scientific, and intellectual. Your talents lie in understanding and solving math and science problems. You would make an excellent: Architect - Biologist - Chemist Dentist - Electrical Technician - Mathematician Medical Technician - Meteorologist - Pharmacist Physician - Surveyor - Veterinarian The worst career options for your are enterprising careers, like lawyer or real estate agent.

Your Porn Star Name Is...

Cumisha Jones

Your Personality is Very Rare (INTJ)

Your personality type is logical, uncompromising, independent, and nonconformist. Only about 3% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 4% of all men. You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Judging.

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

Your Lucky Underwear Is Red

You're confident and bold, and your lucky red underwear will only make you more sure of yourself. You have a great zest for life, and you tend to take on impossible goals - and succeed. When it comes to love, it's hard for you to take the time to open up. You're too busy conquering the world. So if you're looking for a little more romance, put on your red underpants. And see where their passion takes you!

Your Eyes Should Be Hazel

Your eyes reflect: Intellect and sensuality What's hidden behind your eyes: Subtle manipulation

Your Hair Should Be Purple

Intense, thoughtful, and unconventional. You're always philosophizing and inspiring others with your insights.

Quote Thoughts

“I feel like I’m moving in slow motion, like I’m moving in slow motion and everything around me is moving so fast.”

            Life’s too short. People have been saying that for years. Nobody wants to believe it. Everyone wishes to be immortal. You go through school wishing it was over hoping that it will go as fast as it can but after you leave you want to go back in time. Before you know it you will be 30 and getting married and having kids. But for those who feel alone you go to sleep at night and wake up and it’s three days later and you’ve done absolutely nothing but other people are out in the world doing something, saving lives and making a better world and your going to your dead-end job waiting for something better to come along.

“Disappearances happen in science. Disease can suddenly fade away. Tumors go missing. We open someone up to discover the cancer is gone. It’s unexplained. It’s rare but it happens we call it misdiagnosis say we never saw it in the first place any explanation but the truth that life is full of vanishing acts. If something that we didn’t know we had disappears, do we miss it?”

            The answer to this question is no at least at first do we realize it is gone so we don’t miss it because at first we didn’t know we had that thing but after awhile we realize that there is something missing. Something’s wrong but what is it? That is when you miss it. Only do you realize this once you get it back and say “that’s what was missing.” But sometimes that moment never comes and it bugs the crap out of your soul trying to figure out what you are missing in your life. There is a little hole in you.  There is a little hole in me. There are holes in everyone. /Little holes, big holes, and holes we do not know are present. But they are there. Where? Anywhere. In your heart and soul. Everywhere and you can’t run away from them, they are embedded in you. Holes hurt.

^^Did that during english class instead of my homework. I was kind of angry of time going by too fast. Soon I have to start thinking about college and I don't even know what I want to do in life maybe a psychiatrist, interior designer, neurologist, or writer haven't really decided yet and there has not really been any signs on what I should do. I really don't know. I'm confused and there is a hole somewhere in my from that and it hurts.

Lots of Love Cindy

Rocking was truly interesting

I don't actually know how much of the time I actually rocked in those 14 hours but I'm feeling wide awake right now with no sleep in the past 27 hours. Half the time we played the game Apples to Apples and I have no idea how that game got its name but it was really fun. We watched Friday Night Lights too one of the worst sports movies I have ever seen (I'm not much of a sports movie fan they're too predictable). For the most part the time went quick except for the last hour. So now I'm on the internet writing this blog at 9:26am my time with no sleep so I'm off to do something else besides sleep. Toodles.

Lots of Love MOI

Rocking my night away

 Hello I've been messing with widgets all day waiting for my mom to come home. *sarcasm* Tonight I get to rock in a rocking chair for 14 hours straight doesn't that sound fun *end sarcasm* as you can tell I am absolutely thrilled  and that I hate my youth group (that is why I'm doing it) it is boring and we never do anything new the same things over and over again and I can't listen to my music there b/c it has to be christian music and all about god WooHoo. Makes me sad but I am actually very happy right now after getting out all my anger on the freakin' keyboard. *deep cleansing breath* Just me and my music now. I have to go find a good rocking chair to rock in. toodles.

Lots of love Cindy

lookie what I found

Read this it is funny and If you like Kate Walsh you may learn something that you didn't know before

Kate's Anatomy

By: Jennifer Wolf, Photographs by: Robert Maxwell
Mar 7, 2007 - 3:55:00 PM

On TV, Kate Walsh is a sexually charged, romantically confused, fiercely intelligent surgeon. But TV isn’t real life.... In real life, she’s not a surgeon.

Kate Walsh can’t understand why her ass is so damn hot.

It’s Manhattan in the 1990s, and Walsh’s breakthrough role as Grey’s Anatomy’s Dr. Addison Montgomery-Shepherd is a decade away. For now, she’s just a struggling waitress on a first date, riding in a BMW 5 Series, and unfamiliar with one of the newest features in luxury cars. “When you don’t know what a seat warmer is or that you’re sitting on one, how do you tell a guy you’re out with for the first time that your ass is burning up?”

Bimmer Man had superb tickets to Così fan tutte at the Metropolitan Opera, which is why Walsh—an opera fanatic—stuck it out, even when her date began taking bizarre liberties. “I get into the car, and the first thing this guy does is spray me with perfume,” says Walsh, laughing. “I don’t even know where it came from. Maybe it belonged to the last woman he killed.”

Today, Walsh has a BMW with heated seats of her own, and she can buy her own perfume, thank you. Dressed in layered lacy camisoles, a denim skirt, and knee-high Christian Louboutin boots the color of a Pacific sunset, the 39-year-old Walsh looks younger in person than she does as the romantically tormented—and tormenting—neonatologist she plays on TV. Her ivory skin is smoother, her cheekbones are more chiseled, and her features—that fiery red hair, those icy blue eyes—are much softer than those of her  preternaturally unflappable character who has loved (and let go of) two of prime time’s most dominant McAlpha males. Across the table at Puran’s Restaurant, in the hip but discreet L.A. neighborhood of Los Feliz (where she owns a  two-bedroom home that her recent success has helped her to buy and now renovate), Walsh is warm, friendly, inviting, and endearingly kooky. She is far more interested in learning about her dinner companion than she is in talking about herself. It’s not because Walsh prefers to be hidden, but rather that she possesses a quality increasingly rare in the solipsistic world that is Hollywood: inquisitiveness.

“I’m curious about everything in life, and lately I’ve been obsessed with my own mortality and the very real notion that life is short,” says Walsh. One reason for that is her encroaching 40th birthday, in October. Another has chased her since the death of her father, an Irish immigrant who later became a union leader (her mother is Italian), when she was 22. “That was the first hit I had of ‘Oh my God, it ends.’ ” That awareness of the fragility of life propels her need to get everything in—to travel and read and explore and cook and drive fast cars (she recently bought a 1985 Aston Martin)—yet she is trying at the same time to figure out a way to slow down. “I feel torn between having the time of my life and wanting very serious things, like a surplus of love for a family and all that,” says Walsh. “But what’s in front of me right now is work. Often, I think it would have been so great if this success had happened when I was 27 or 28, but then again, I wouldn’t have had the maturity back then to deal with it and not end up in rehab.”

Walsh can’t remember a time when she didn’t work. At 14, she manned the cash register at a Burger King in Tucson, Arizona, where she moved with her mother, stepfather, and four older brothers and sisters (two of each) after her parents divorced (the family spent its first 11 years in San Jose, California). Before that, her stepdad, a prison psychologist, paid her $5 a page to type up psychological profiles of inmates he treated. And in the past several years, she has worked regularly, if not recognizably, as an actress in both TV—as Drew Carey’s girlfriend on The Drew Carey Show, for which she plumped up with a fat suit—and films, like Under the Tuscan Sun, in which, coincidentally, she played the lesbian lover of Grey’s cast mate Sandra Oh.

But it’s her testicle-torquing turn as Patrick Dempsey’s cuckolding wife that has seared her into our consciousness. Originally, her role was written into only five episodes, introduced in the first season’s finale, in May 2005, as a noirish, wavy-haired, scarlet-lipped vixen in black Prada heels, the heartless siren who dared to cheat on McDreamy and was now singing her song to lure him away from Meredith Grey, the show’s title character. “I was aggressive and catty and witty,” she says. “It was fun.”

Fun, yes, and convincing. So much so that Walsh’s tough-talking trollop proved too tantalizing to let go, and the show’s producers decided to extend her role. Good thing, too, as the episodes she had recently filmed for a new sitcom called The Men’s Room never made it to the airwaves. “My last job before Grey’s was playing a transvestite Las Vegas showgirl on CSI,” she remarks. “Let’s just say I was pleasantly surprised with the news.”

Walsh adapted easily to the pressures of working with a talented ensemble cast on the hottest, most successful set in television. Asked for her reaction to the blowup over Grey’s cast mate Isaiah Washington’s antigay remarks, she insists there has been “no fallout on the set, really,” but she can’t seem to hide her anger at the distraction. “We’re plowing through and working really hard and leaving it up to the powers that be. It was definitely sad. It’s annoying. And it eclipsed our Golden Globes win, which I was upset about.”

Despite the distractions, Walsh soldiers on, as she has always done when life hasn’t abided her desires. As a tomboyish little girl, all she wanted was a set of walkie-talkies. Instead, her parents gave her a CB radio. Her handle was Katie-Kat, a childhood nickname. “I was in the fourth grade talking to truckers,” she said. “I loved it.”

In high school, she tried out to be a song leader, which is something like a cheerleader but with more dancing and less athleticism—“Sort of like what the Laker Girls do,” she says. For the audition, Walsh dressed in a gold leotard and tights, rubbed her body from head to toe with gold powder, and sang “Twilight Zone,” a 1982 demi-hit from the Dutch hard-rock band Golden Earring. Walsh had the lyrics down, but for reasons she still can’t explain, her body froze. “I did the same dance move over and over for the entire song, and the judges just stared at me.” Walsh didn’t make song leaders, no surprise. But she did make the shot-put team, and even earned a junior varsity letter. “That’s when I learned my strength lay in hurling heaving, massive balls.”

Walsh began her acting career studying at the Piven Theatre Workshop, in Chicago. It was in the Windy City where she made lifelong friends with screenwriter and director Adam McKay, who later introduced her to Will Ferrell. (The three of them worked together in the 2005 comedy Kicking & Screaming.) She continued on to New York with the hope of doing theater and independent films, but steady TV work determined her career choices, while sometimes undermining her romantic ones.
“I need to do with relationships what I’ve done with work,” says Walsh, who admits to having leaped into not-so-appropriate liaisons as an escape from the stress of her day job. “In the past, I’ve been work, work, work—and then I’m done and ’cause I’m tired and desperate, I’m like…YOU!” she shouts out, as though grasping for the nearest warm male body. The result has been passionate unions with men who weren’t good for her but were “too tempting and snaky and delicious and sexy” to resist. In some ways, these passionate mismatches served their purpose for Walsh. “In the past, I think I’ve looked to men to slow me down and help me rest,” she says. “Picking people who weren’t so available allowed me to be selfish.”

But Walsh realizes that perhaps she wasn’t the only one who was being selfish. Men have often had difficulty with her commitment to work, and her most recent serious relationship came to an end shortly after she secured her part on Grey’s Anatomy. Often, she has found herself landing a consuming role, she claims, only to have the man in her life say, “Hey, I know you’re an actress, but you’re really going to do this?”

Not so ironically, perhaps, Walsh seeks in a man the same characteristics that are just beginning to emerge within herself: consistency, ­compassion, and the ability to be present in the now. “I’m a bit of a late bloomer,” she says, although it’s clear that, until now, Walsh simply hadn’t been ready for the constancy of a domestic partnership. “I realize it’s a juvenile fear, but I haven’t wanted to be in a relationship where I’m doing a downward dog and some guy is just like, ‘I hate you. I hate it when you do whatever that thing is that you do that I hate.’ ”

These days, though, she looks forward to being hated, loved, and everything in between. She slips into a stream-of-consciousness ramble about the perfect romance: “It’s a weird dance, when we’re in the same physical space but doing our own thing, and I’m here and he’s there and sometimes we’re madly and passionately f--king and other times I’m like, ‘I don’t even know who you are.’ But that’s real and you get through it and you keep going and you love him, but sometimes you don’t, and you want to have sex with him, but if not, that’s okay too, because in a little while, an hour or a day or a few days later, you will.”
And this future as-yet-unknown guy whom the willowy 5-foot-9 Walsh will mostly love but sometimes hate doesn’t have to be an Adonis.

“I don’t need someone with a hot body. He can be fat or overweight and have a belly. It’s very much about style and substance and humor, interest, curiosity, and being really smart.” And literate. When it comes to books, Walsh is an unabashed Anglophile and pores over works written by modern British authors both dead (Joseph Conrad, Evelyn Waugh) and alive (Ian McEwan is her current favorite).
As Grey’s winds down its third season, Walsh finds the boundaries between herself and her character beginning to blur, perhaps a bit more than feels entirely comfortable. “With an hour-long drama, you start playing a little closer to who you are, because the writers hear you and are around you and they start writing for you,” she says, explaining how her character became more vulnerable and complex.
When first preparing for her role of Derek Shepherd’s wayward wife, says Walsh, “I remember wondering, Why did she cheat? Why? Why? Why?” But later, as Addison becomes more three-dimensional and more human, it becomes evident. “She was lonely in her marriage,” says Walsh. “Without it, she’s now lonely at Seattle Grace.”
This is where art becomes a little too much like life for Walsh. “Here I am working 13-, sometimes 16-hour days, and trying to date and it’s so new to me to date more than one person at a time. Sometimes I feel like, What am I doing? Am I becoming my character, or is my character becoming me?” says Walsh, who hopes the show’s writers settle her into a happy relationship sometime soon. “I’m starting to get a little superstitious here. I definitely identify with my character in that, romantically at least, this is not where I thought I’d be at 39.”

Still, finally becoming known as an actress (rather than just working as one) and, yes, being so busy, has forced Walsh to reset her priorities. She no longer looks to men to relax and relieve her stress, and often rejects wild nights out in favor of quiet evenings at home alone, drinking wine in front of the fireplace in her flannel pj’s, a good book in her hands, and her dog, Lucy, and cats, Billy and Pablo, by her side. “Part of me is like a 19-year-old boy who wants to go out and party,” says Walsh, “but there’s another part of me that’s 80 and needs to go home before I break.”
Understanding such things about herself has prepared Walsh for what she hopes is her next big thing: love. “I love my life, but I’m also eager to share it. I’m a total romantic, but also reticent and skeptical, ’cause I think some people have a lot of flowery rhetoric and love to write a 16-page e-mail describing everything they’re thinking about you, but it’s more about their own proselytizing and not necessarily knowing how to actually show up.”

And she doesn’t mind if the man who finally does show up is carrying along some personal baggage. “You don’t want to date a guy who’s 39 or 40 and hasn’t been in a committed relationship before and doesn’t have a romantic history,” she says. “Because that’s the guy who sprays perfume on you and puts the seat warmers on.” 

Source: http://www.bestlifeonline.com/cms/publish/sex-relationships/Kates_Anatomy.shtml still can't believe she is 39 even though I've known that since her birthdayI

below: Look at Patrick Dempsey and his family. The Twins are adorable!!!

Lots of Love MOI

TV is boring this week

It is mostly boring this week mostly reruns all week except for the occasional show. I think that House is on tonight. I hope that House is on tonight it hasn't been on for the past two weeks. The Class was truely interesting last night. Duncan and Kat what was that all about. Nicole is considering going back to Yonk since she said the "p" word that you should never say unless you are 100% sure that you can follow up on it.  Richie and Lena he popped the question after a night of asking to "do it" in a supply closet. It was hilarious though except for the end which was sad and happy. I'm surprised that the season ended so quickly.

MY Life: Well my sister is pregnant as of right now it could change anytime in the next few weeks so I could have another nephew anytime now. That will be fun she says that I need to speed up the process of me getting my liscence so I can babysit and housesit for her in May while she goes to visit my brother in Utah.  I hope that I do have my liscence by then right before the summer so that I can get a job and finally have some money but I'm trying to stay without a job for as long as I can even though I really need money.

I also made a new Grey's Message Board titled Grey's McForum here is the link.

Lots of Love, MOI

Nothing New

Nothing was new last night on ABC. Grey's was a rerun titled "Where the Boy's Are" and after I watched that I watched "What I Am" which is the episode where Meredith has an appendectemy and is freakin' hilarious. So nothing new in my life. This school week went pretty fast though. We had to schedule our classes for next year. I'm supposed to take English 12 (CP), Humor and Satire, Honors Pre-calculus, Government, Anatomy and Physiology, Drawing and Painting 2, Social Psycology, and French 3. That will be a pretty easy year other than the Pre-calc which is weighted and will be the only class I've ever taken that was weighted. I'm looking forward to Senior year so that I can get out of high school and go to college so that I can go to med school and get schooing over with.

Lots of Love

Cindy

New Stuff

I've started going to this new forum as well as The First Cut. I also visit some other forums about once a week. I really wish House would come back on I'm tired of this American Idol stuff right now It is on all the time and it's kind of annoying. NCIS was fun on Tuesday it was more of a filler episode mainly devoted to the case than the characters. Ilive for the characters on TV shows that's why I watch so many of them I guess and b/c it takes up my extra time which I have a lot of since I don't have a job I'm not complaining cause I'm not really looking for one right this moment. Would somebody please explain to me why there is absolutly nothing good to watch on television on a Wednesday night?! I really want to know cause I've just been watching Criminal Minds on Wed. and sometimes if I'm not very tired I stay up to watch the worst of the three CSI's. SO I have that childhood memoir due tomorrow and I'm writing in my blog instead b/c I remember this better than my childhood. Really I didn't have any real defining moments as a child I've never even broken a bone so I don't have anything to really work with.

Cindy