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“I feel like I’m moving in slow motion, like I’m moving in slow motion and everything around me is moving so fast.”

            Life’s too short. People have been saying that for years. Nobody wants to believe it. Everyone wishes to be immortal. You go through school wishing it was over hoping that it will go as fast as it can but after you leave you want to go back in time. Before you know it you will be 30 and getting married and having kids. But for those who feel alone you go to sleep at night and wake up and it’s three days later and you’ve done absolutely nothing but other people are out in the world doing something, saving lives and making a better world and your going to your dead-end job waiting for something better to come along.

“Disappearances happen in science. Disease can suddenly fade away. Tumors go missing. We open someone up to discover the cancer is gone. It’s unexplained. It’s rare but it happens we call it misdiagnosis say we never saw it in the first place any explanation but the truth that life is full of vanishing acts. If something that we didn’t know we had disappears, do we miss it?”

            The answer to this question is no at least at first do we realize it is gone so we don’t miss it because at first we didn’t know we had that thing but after awhile we realize that there is something missing. Something’s wrong but what is it? That is when you miss it. Only do you realize this once you get it back and say “that’s what was missing.” But sometimes that moment never comes and it bugs the crap out of your soul trying to figure out what you are missing in your life. There is a little hole in you.  There is a little hole in me. There are holes in everyone. /Little holes, big holes, and holes we do not know are present. But they are there. Where? Anywhere. In your heart and soul. Everywhere and you can’t run away from them, they are embedded in you. Holes hurt.

^^Did that during english class instead of my homework. I was kind of angry of time going by too fast. Soon I have to start thinking about college and I don't even know what I want to do in life maybe a psychiatrist, interior designer, neurologist, or writer haven't really decided yet and there has not really been any signs on what I should do. I really don't know. I'm confused and there is a hole somewhere in my from that and it hurts.

Lots of Love Cindy