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Faisal
11:04 AM, Tuesday, August 19, 2008
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I watched in fascination as he comfortably chattered on, completely at ease under scrutiny and disbelief. His laugh is infectious. His eyes lingered on mine more than it did the others but I'm sure it was just the convenient seating arrangement. I still could not help feeling flustered and embarrassed by the longer gaze.I remembered what Liah said then. She said, the best I can do is just be. So I was and it didn't help much. I don't even know what I'm trying to accomplish then. A guy like Fais has optimism so dazzling that it makes him completely oblivious to other people and how they might feel about him.
I talked to Liah about it just now at about 4 am. She seemed to think it's a bit too quick for me to suddenly fancy another guy after Rudy. She was right of course. I'm hardly the ogling kind. I don't trip over my feet every time I pass by a decent looking bloke. Guys rarely fascinate me as much as ladies do. So it's a bit weird, this school girl crush I have on Fais, our resident eloquent, half ang moh, lady's man.
The most attractive thing about him is he doesn't judge. When he talks to me, his expression is always comfortingly open and seemingly ready for anything. He is an excellent listener. It's refreshing.
Last Friday he forgot to shave I think. I wanted to touch his face so badly then.
The thing about him is, I strongly suspect that he's gay.
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