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(ok, now... i'm honestly just trying to be open... so please don't send me all these sappy comments..... i've heard it all, and if it was going to work... it would have done so by now. so please spare me<img alt="" src="/include/fckeditor/editor/images/smiley/msn/wink_smile.gif" />) well today at the conference, i had an "enlightenment". a lady speaker (that's one of my other issues, but i won't go into it now) was teaching out of SOS 4:9. how we ravish God.. how we have captured His heart. well that in itself is a big WOW! but, even more than that....we capture it with one look.... ONE LOOK PEOPLE!!! BUT! God is calling us His sister, His spouse.... not just anyone is God's spouse... now, lets say that by some freak accident i actually do someday get married... how would my spouse feel if i always questioned his love for me? what kind of marriage would we have? argh... sucky! i need to be secure, i need to be confident, and i need understand that no matter what... God really does love me! just as i am... He made me... how can i complain to God about something He made?... <br /> <br /> i have an audience of one! whaaaaawhhoooo<br /> </font> <br> <a href='http://clearblogs.com/post_comment.php?w=melizabeth&e_id=24165'>Leave a Comment</a> <br><br> <blockquote> <a name='c10430'></a> <h2><i>Untitled Comment</i></h2> <div class='timedate'> <b>04:24 PM, 12.31.2006</b> .. Posted by Anonymous </div> That was worth wating to hear! You can see you same questions in Isaiah 29:16. The most important issue is if you can say... <br>Psalm 139:14 <br>I will give thanks to You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Wonderful are Your works,And my soul knows it very well. <br> <br>You are doing good... 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