Description
I am 18. i live in washington state.i graduated and im takin a year off b4 i go to college.im hopefully movin to cali soon!this is about my life which can be horrible at times especially in the love department=(.anyways I LOVE JUSTIN AND SASHA=)
« November 2008 »
| Mon | Tue | Wed | Thu | Fri | Sat | Sun | | | 1 | 2 |
| 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 |
| 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 |
| 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 |
| 24 | 25 | 26 | 27 | 28 | 29 | 30 |
My Links
*
*
*
*
|
A little while
hey so sahsha requested i write in here today lol.omg its almost 4am and chris is gettin me up at fuckin 7:30 cuz hes comin over at 8 and were taken brian to the airport and ya.but seriously im talkin to a really nice guy right now his name is hunter.today i pretty much re aranged my room.i have the computer back in here and stuff.i did all the damn laundry that chris left over here and stuff lol.he really wants me to move in lol.but the thing is that his mom doesnt even know were offically back together b/c if she did she wouldnt let us stay together or chris stay out late w/me.idk i think its lame but w/e.and the ballie situation i still fuckin hate that girl.whatever im over it. i need to try and sleep i have work 2morrow too lol.heres a pic of chris and i 3 days ago lol! ya that was in his room we wore santa hats like the last 3 days lol!
 i took this 4 shane lol.im in chris clothes my new pjs lol!this was taken 2nite!
night!xoxo marianne |
Posted: 06:21, Friday, December 7, 2007 |
Comments (1) | Add Comment | Link |
|
Too LOng
hey so ya its been a really long time lol.anyways well lets see whats been up ive been w/chris every weekedn lol.its still really confusing.justin and i broke up 4 good.but were friends kidna now lol.chris and i are engaged lol and im movin in over there.im always writin on DE now insted of here for some odd reason.target isok to work at lol.its been snowin alot and i hate it.cold weather sux im such a summer girl lol.chris and i got matchin s-shirts and we went to afroman last weekend=0.were goin to cali in january for 5 days im soo excited lol.well ya i guess im out! I LOVE U SASHA! xox marianne
heres a recent pic of chris and i:
before the concert we had our s-shirts on but u cant see too well lol.nov.24.07
this was the night we went and seen saw 4! in chri's car nov.20007 |
Posted: 03:00, Thursday, November 29, 2007 |
Comments (1) | Add Comment | Link |
|
hey again!
| hey sorry its been a little bit.well anyways yesterday chris and i hung out 4 soo long lol.we went to dinner at black angus,the mall,and we went to saw 4.it was such a scary movie i was cuddled up w/him the whole time.and he kept kissin me.and omg i was so jokin and i was all pull over.so he pulls over in my driveway and gets in the back of his blazer and hes like ok lets go.and it was crazy but fun.its like we still love each other soo much.oh and my phone background is him and i again=).he got me and hiim matchin purfumes he got the guys and i got the girls.we were tryna find matchin shirts at hollister but it didnt work out lol.but anyways were goin to afroman too=).tommorow im pretty much workin 10 hours actually 4 the next 3 days i am.cuz i got a job at target and i have to work there after wendys for now.its my last week at that hell hole thank god lol.so chris wants to move to beverly hills now.he like is soo serious its not even funny.cuz were unnoficially offically back together lol.we had soo much fun last night.omg he almost hit a deer lol it was kinda my fault.i told him i was keepin my hands to myself till we got back to my house after that.well i guess im out!! i miss u sasha! I LOVE CHRISTOPER CHARLES EWART!!XOXO MARIANNE |
Posted: 01:22, Tuesday, November 6, 2007 |
Comments (1) | Add Comment | Link |
|
Too Long and Many Updates
hey well lots of things have been happening.chris and i are pretty much together agian lol well according to him anyways.justin and i are good today but still fightin most the time.tiffany and i arnt too great of friends anymore.the last time i smoked week w/her and tim time had it laced w/crack so i decided im NEVER smoking WEED again and I MEAN IT!ok and last tuesday this april girl stole my purse at work and rite aid called me cuz they found it.anyways she got fired and were pressin charges cuz rite aid has her on camra.well that bitch stole my good lighter,$50,and my DIGITAL CAMRA *thats like my world* it sux!hmmm and lets see i hung out w/will after work today.speakin of work i got a new job at target but i dont start till the 9th or 10th or november.i really hope i passed that drug test *yikes*.i got my hair dyed on friday by the nicest stylest ever she was such a sweetheart lol.im leavin you w.some pics! i love you sashA! Prom again lol Me and My CHRIS! MC4ever!
 The new do as alexa calls it lol! this was the most recent pic of me oct.26.2007
well im out 4 now!xxoxo mimi |
Posted: 03:18, Monday, October 29, 2007 |
Comments (1) | Add Comment | Link |
|
Today was GREAT!
HEY SO TODAY I HUNG OUT W/CHRIS!IT WAS SOO NICE AND EVERYTHINGS BACK TO NORMAL.WE SAW GOOD LUCK CHUCK AND IT WAS HELLA FUNNY.I KNOW HE WANTED TO KISS ME AND STUFF BUT WE DIDNT LOL I KISSED HIM WHEN I LEFT HIS HOUSE BUT ONLY ON THE CHEEK.OH AND SASHA IM SOO SORRY ABOUT EARLIER BUT YA ME AND CHRIS WERE TALKIN AND SHIT LOL.BUT YA AND HE CAME INTO MY WORK AN HOUR EARLY LOL.OMG AND TOMMOWROW I HAVE TO WORK A 10 HOUR SHIFT ITS GONNA SUCK.OH AND THAT LUCAS KID IS A FUCKIN CREEP.HE THOUGHT WE WERE DATING AND SHIT TOOK ME OITU TO A NICE RESTURANT AND GAVE ME A LONG STEMED RED ROSE AND SHIT.SO I FLIPPED ON HIM CUZ HE ALSO LEFT WEIRD SHIT ON MY MYSPACE AND HES ALL TRYNA BE NICE.ITS FUCKIN SICK.AND HES TALKIN TO CHRIS EX-GF NOW THE ONE THAT IS FUCKIN WAY STUPOID LOL BUT YA I DONT CARE.AND I HUNG OUT W/WILL LAST SUNDAY=).I DONT WORK SUNDAY SO I SHOULD BE TALKIN TO YA SOON.I LOVE U SASHA.P.S NO WORD FROM JUSTIN IN ALMOST A WEEK AND A HALF=(.WELL IM OUT GOTTA GO TO WORK SOON.LOVE,
MIMI |
Posted: 03:02, Saturday, October 6, 2007 |
Comments (1) | Add Comment | Link |
|
My day..... (almost at 100 entrys yay me lol)
| hey ok so today was interseting i hung out w/will.it was nice though and ya he kissed me lol nothin new. i do feel kinda bad but ya know its not like im sleepin w/him or somethin.i knw im breakin his heart and blah balsh and im talkin about justin and will lol.but anways im talklin to deeptoot right now yay!.so anyways i cant belive im almost at 100 entrys.its crazy i musta been really board lol j/k.anywyas i really am not lookin fwd to goin to work 2morrow but am i ever? i cant wait itll frirday and chris better hang out w/me or ill be pissed but i think he most likely will oh and will wants to hang out more.its like revenge of the x's but its cool i dont mind they all still want me,big suprise NOT! lol.but anyawys im out.xoxox mimi |
Posted: 09:05, Sunday, September 30, 2007 |
Comments (1) | Add Comment | Link |
|
Things turend out great yesterday no drama and a nice suprise at like 2am lol...
hey so last night turend out good.kelleys not mad at me or ne thing.its cool tho like i do like lucas hes way cool but idont know him very well.so anyways i didnt talk to jusitn yet or ne thing *sad*.but guess who i did talk to? CHRIS!he imd me at like 2am right when i was gonna get offline.we discusssed alot of stuff.were not gettin back together well 4 now anyways lol.and i dont know things r really good.he asked me to a movie on firday so of course i said YES! and also we talked on the phone like an hour and it wasnt awkward or anything.he has all our stuff still and ya its cute lol.so i framed those pics of him and i at prom and a graduation one.but seriously chris and i were best friends and hes like well i said "i was hurt cuz i thought i lost my best friend" andhes like "well u didnt  ".and ya i dont know we just talked about everything and stuff it was great.oh and he goes to contract school so hes pretty much homeschooled now.oh and like i guess someone told him i was pregnant but he didnit belive them and i was like damn i leave and they still talk shit.i dont know its just nice that hes gonna hopefully be back in my life.dont worry im not gonna date him again trust me on that im so over that.oh and the only reason we broke up is cuz of all the drama.and i can understand cuz it did suck gointo school and everyone talkin shit and glaring.but whats important is were gonna be friends and stuff still.it totally made my great day complete.well im out and i miss u sasha!love mimi |
Posted: 04:40, Sunday, September 30, 2007 |
Comments (1) | Add Comment | Link |
|
FUnny thing i filled out on myspace and its pretty accurate lol....
Directions:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
" i never wanna be without you" by hillary duff
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
"get a little closer" by pretty ricky"
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
"with you" by jessica simpson
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
"playa and a slut" by woodie
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
"the girlies in the cadillacs" by master P
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
"at your best (you are love)" by aaliyah
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"come and go" by 50 cent and dr.dre
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
"as long as you love me" by the backstreet boys
WHAT IS 2 + 2?
"tryna get a number" by r.kelly and nelly
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
"keep it gangsta" by Jay-z
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"the lucky one" by faith hill
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"lets get away" by t.i.
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"get back" by ludacris
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"love will find a way" by christina aguliera
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"daddy" by beyonce
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"sometimes" by britney spears
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
"peep show" by 50 cent and eminem
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
"fuck friendz" by 2pac
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
"dirrty" by christina aguliera and redman
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
"twisted" by keith sweat
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
"N.I.G.G.A" by 2pac and jadakiss |
Posted: 04:34, Sunday, September 30, 2007 |
Comments (1) | Add Comment | Link |
|
hey i can feel the drama comin on...=(
| hey so today was great till about 5 mins ago.kelley and i had a blast today.but anyawys we hung out w/her bros best friend lucas and i hadnt seen him since soph.year.well turns out he raelly likes me now and he told kelley to ask me if i liked him.its way weird cuz i hated him b4 and ya lol and now hes souper cute and nice lol.but the problem like usual is kelley likes him and he was her 1st kiss back in the day.i cant belive this rediculious shit.so anywyas i got these pic frams todays and put some prom pics in it and a grad.one.its weird that chris is all addin me to his friends and shit lol.its all good i guess.i saw tiffany and tim at the mall and tiff looked so pissed.shes all jelous of kelley but whatevr god i hate fuckin DRAMA!well im out 4 today..p.s i didnt talk to justin today=(.xoxo mimi |
Posted: 04:26, Sunday, September 30, 2007 |
Comments (1) | Add Comment | Link |
|
hey omg laura is such a bitch lol...
| hey so i called into work 2day and lauras like call back later and tell me if u feel any better.shes so dumb shes like u dont sound very sick and all this shit.like my excuse was i had a headache and a stomach how could i sound i sound sick like honselty lol?shes such abitch i hate that latley.i cant wait to get a new job.but yay im gonna hang w/kelley today i havent seen her in 4ever i should leave right now lol cuz her moms gonna drive her to the gas station and meet me there or whatever.god i cant belive laura fuck that bitch i know im not the only one whos faked bein sick.i cant wait till the day i can walk out of that god awful place im gonna tell laura and anyonen else i hate to fuck off and tell the rest i love em and well stay in touch.but fuck that bitch on the real/well so anyways i cant belive chris added me still lol.he soo wants me still lol its funny well im out..xoxoxo marianne |
Posted: 04:24, Saturday, September 29, 2007 |
Comments (1) | Add Comment | Link |
|
Random day and 2:30 am was wonderful lol...
| Hey ok so at 2:30 justin called me this mornin.it was so great to talk to him we only talked an hour cuz he wanted me to go to bed cuz i had to work.then he called at 9am and i missed the call and it really sucked.he called me back at like 9pm tho and we talked like a half hour and then his phone card ran out it sucked lol.so anyways last night i decided to be bold and add chris back to my friends on myspace and i got online today and he actually approved me its crazy lol.he prolly wont talk to me tho.i talked to shane today too and i never talk to him but i was tired and had a shitty day and pretty much just wanted to bitch at soemone lol.it was a good convo hes cool.so ya and i got paid and i already spent all my money pretty much i paid all my bills frist of course lol.i am sceduled to work tomnorow 4-8 but im callin in sick lol cuz im pissed,and laura is such a bitch but w/e.i filled out an app at subway today i hope i get hired so i can walk out of wendys lol and bitch laura out.so ya and 2morrow me and kelley r hangin out its gonna be tha shit prolly lol.as long as her mom doesnt get all psyco on me.shes known to do that lol.well im out.xoxo mimi |
Posted: 03:37, Saturday, September 29, 2007 |
Comments (1) | Add Comment | Link |
|
Im ok i guess...
| hey so today wasnt as horrible as i thought it would be.laura was a bitch a usual.but anyways i really miss justin.it was so weried to drive to work by myself more or less cuz usually he calls b4 i get there.it hella sux.andrew made me laugh at work cuz hes all "cheer up buttercup" and i called him gay and hes like at least u smiled.i watched hitch today lol the last time i saw that was at toms.it sux i really miss tom too like i did really care about him but we were really good friends too and i miss that shit.i still miss chris too way pathtic lol.i tryed callin tiffany but i guess she was at tims which doesnt suprise me too much lol.im really tired i didnt get to bed till like 3 this morinin.the last time i talked to justin was at 1:10 am =(.i already started writin him lol.my dad fouund me this really nice apartment that i can afford on the south hill which is the best part of spokane lol.so i woudlnt have to worry about the creeps.its gonna be way cool when i move in.if i get full time at work or at another job i can move out in less then 2 months.that would be way cool.itll be a shock tho comin from here my big house lol to taht.plus i wont have satilite,internet,a house phone,and i prolly wont be able to get my accrilics done anymore *sad*.but i guess its time 4 me to be on my own it has been but its gonna be a big adjustment.ive been in this lifestyle for so long but i guess things will only be that way till justin comes back.he said hes gonna pay 4 my weddin dress lol.well i should go now. i love u sasha and i miss my justin! |
Posted: 01:31, Thursday, September 27, 2007 |
Comments (1) | Add Comment | Link |
|
Last late night phone call w/justin =(....
| hey so today pretty much sux.im talkin to justin right now and it sux.im crying my eyes out.i cant belive hes goin to iraq tommorw for god knows how long.that boy is my whole world.i also read the 1st letter he ever wrote me earlier and i jsut cryed.i cant belive how much i put our relationship thru.he never did anything wrong to me and it just sux.ive not been in a good mood at all today.my phones mostly been off cuz i dont feel like talkin to anyone.and i had to work and that didnt help matters.this mornin i got up and felt so empty inside and sad like i used to b4 justin came into my life.but today tiffany called my house and told me there phone was shut off and thats why we couldnt talk.were hangin out friday hopefully and kelly and i are on saturday=).i dont know the next however long justins gone is gonna be soo hard.i know that and im tryna fill my time up w/fun things.i know ill still be miserable but id rather be out w/my friends then alone in my room feeling sorry and crying.i just really dont know what ill do if somethin happens to him.i love him soo much.hes my whole world and i just cant be w/o him at all.hes like no other guy ive ever met and im NEVER replacing him.i love my justin.it sux that this is our last late niht phone call for a long period of time=(.pray for my justin please!xoxoxoo =( *tears ruing down my cheeks* marianne |
Posted: 01:27, Tuesday, September 25, 2007 |
Comments (1) | Add Comment | Link |
|
Its a random day lol...
hey so today was random but pretty dang great lol!i talked to my baby sasha lol she knows what im sayin =).it was great we laughed ALOT!!!! i love her and talkin to her.so anyways justin is eatin right now so im off the phone w/him.but anyways we had a REALLY deep conversation today about "us" and it turned out really good for once.we didnt fight at all.we talked and the other listend.it was good i think that has needed to happen for along time.we talked about the whole chris thing and stuff and how were pretty over it and just i told him how i felt.and i was just talkin about my life an he was talkin about his and it was good.so anyways my paycheck better be pretty decent lol cuz ive got alot of bills.but i always do.its not horrible tho.i think im really getting the hang of this grown up world lol.moving out is the only thing i need to do now.and finally marry justin but that wont be till at least may.so kelley and i are talkin again.i love that chick but she totally needs to change her myspace pics cuz she looks so skanky lol.i used to have some like that but never as extreme as hers and that was like last year lol.so ya and im on myspace again cuz im like addicted to it and i always have been since i got the damn thing.pathtic i know but thats what bordem gets you lol.so i pretty much realized the only guy i truly need in my life besides my dad is justin.seriously hes the best thing that ever happend to me.i was so lost before i met him and just really empty.my good friends like sasha really help out too i dont know what id do w/o them.well tommorw im goin to my g-mas bday party over at my cuzinz house prolly.its nice to see family every once in a while.im hopin its not too drama filled lol cuz our family loves the drama *haha*.well anyways im gonna go 4 now and hopefully my dad gets home soon w/my subway for dinner *yay* cuz im STARVING.today was much better then yesterday.i was soo down about EVERYTHING! but today is much better whoo hoo.I LOVE LIFE RIGHT NOW!!! love always,
mimi |
Posted: 07:52, Saturday, September 22, 2007 |
Comments (1) | Add Comment | Link |
|
Way too long....
hey i know its been 4ever lol.im listin to christinas "get mine get yours" reminds me of 2 boys lol named shortie and tom *haha*.so anyways today sucked.the only good thing was i talked to my sweetie sasha again and that shes ok after the accident she was in.but ok justins phone like got discontcted and now we cant talk.he never has money either and he lost his debit card so i have no fuckin clue how were gonna talk now.it sux and he goes to iraq tuesday =(.i really hope hes gonna be ok.i cant be w/o that boy.i also cant be w/o my 3 best friends,sasha,bree and tiffany.so anyways i havent talked to tom in 4ever.i guess he just doesnt care anymore.i miss chris still.one thing is for sure though justin really loves me and im not ever gonna leave him!so anyways im downloadin my friend jullians mixtape its gonna be hella good.hes sooo gonna be famous.work fuckin sux but i guess thats work for ya lol.anyways im puttin this pic up of me in shorties hat=).i talked to him and norma the other day and norma today lol.ok well heres the pic!and a few of me and one w/jusitn loL!love ya and im out,mimi!
Playmate of forever lol.sept.15.2007
in my car justin bought that sweatshirt sep.2007
 True love justin and me of course in the park!sept.2007
That was us bein retarded in bed,bath ,and beyond lol it was all justins idea lol
i dont know why the date on this pic got screwed up but my shirt says it all and we were in my room septt.2007
So ya that was the day when i was waitin 4 my parents cuz i was goin to the fair again lol and thats shorties hat looks damn good huh?lol sept.14.2007
cuz im a "g" like that lol!
thats my belly button pericin the day i got it done it has a playboy bunny on it lol! sept.15.2007
|
Posted: 02:49, Saturday, September 22, 2007 |
Comments (1) | Add Comment | Link |
|
Hey!!!!
 Me and tom last night lol!!=)
hey sorry its been awhile again damnit.im so busy w/work lol.ok so maybe last night i did sometihin i shouldnt have but i had fun and ya.me and tom r doin great!!! if u couldnt tell lol.so my phone was shut off last night and i was hella pissed.but its back on now lol.i got paid today and i only have $20 left lol.i had lots of bills to pay.so anyways im listin to "teardrops on my guitar" i love this song.omg so nick and i r like talkin alot again and henry and ryan lol.imma playa imma playa lol.tiffany and i r goin to that concert oct.10th yay!i work this whole week but i get the week off to see justin *yaya*.i miss u sasha.so anyways seein tom made me realize how much i care about him and it kinda sux.i know well prolly never date but like damn i can wish lol.hes so sweet tho.i put that pic on my myspace justins gonna be hella pissed lol.speakin of that i was lookin at chir's and he had that pic w/that baily slut on there.it was pretty sick lol.but whatever shes the one gettin sloppy 2nds lol.well i have to call justin so im out.xoxoxo I LOVE U SASHA!!!.xoxso marianne |
Posted: 01:35, Saturday, September 1, 2007 |
Comments (1) | Add Comment | Link |
|
Too long im soo busy!
| Hey wow its been way too long!i hate work it takes up all my time.i feel really bad l8ly.so right now im IMin w/bree!well jordan and his mom r back here so its not just me and my dad anymore.but its alll good i guess lol.well anyways im really worried about tom.nobody knows where he is and nobody can get a hold of him.so ya im gettin a new job. i have an interview at red robin 2morrow.and after work tuesday i have one at papa murphys.so anyways im really missin my sweetie deeptoot it really sux that im never able to talk to her much!i hate work!i hate my phone too lol cuz its always dyin.im gonna make justin buy me a phone charger for my car lol.so laura is still the biggest bitch ever and i cant wait to get a new job.also i really hate fast food.i mean a job is a job but i need a fulltime one not this off and on bullshit.especially now that toms gone im screwed ill never get hours.tiffany got a job at burger king lol.its on the same block as wendys and red robin and papa murphys r on the other block lol.but shes gonna work nights.2morrows the only day shift shell ever work there.so yesterday was pretty fun.tiffany and i had $.well anyways i went and bought a pregnancy test just to be postitive im not.and i bought ciggerets and baby oil.and omg i didnt even think about it till later but i was wearin my shirt thats really tight and says "im a virgin but this is an old t-shirt".and we both were laughin soo hard.so tiffany and i are gonna move out together maybe. i really love her dont get me wrong but shes pretty unreliable and i just dont think she can handle that much responsibility.id rather pay my own rent and live by myself honestly.justin comes over in 6 days yay lol.well anyways i did hang out w/chris the other day and it wasnt that awkward but like i pretty much told him all the things i ever felt and to fuck off.he was crying and stuff and when i dropped him off he tryed to kiss me and we were crying and i turned away and hes like i love you and im like i love you too but i cant be w/you i cant get hurt again.it was seriously the hardest thing ive ever had to do.and omg the last time tom and i hung out he told me he loved me and got all mad cuz i didnt say it back and told him not to say that cuz he didnt mean it.but i think maybe he did.well its too late now.so anyways im puttin alot of new stuff on my walls like pics and stuff.theres a couple of sasha I LOVE YOU! and alot of justin and i.work really sucks though like since everyone quit i bet ill be workin 7 days straight! cuz i work 4 this week and i woulda had to work 5 but i got tommorow off thank god!and then im takin like a week off 4 when justins here.i wish i had taken a pic w/tom but i never did.oh well i guess to late now *tears*.well im out im gonna put pics in here =).! I LOVE U SASHA!!xoxox marianne |
Posted: 02:45, Monday, August 27, 2007 |
Comments (1) | Add Comment | Link |
|
How i feel about tom.....
hey ok i know this will prolly be boring as hell to read but i need to write.ok well like im crying about tom again.like i just dont know what he really wants like i do but i dont.cuz when were together were perfect.and theres never an awkward moment at all.like we talk about everything.i cant even belive im sayin this but i havent been this close to a guy since chris.i still miss him too.anyways like tom and i have so much fun together.he is soo sweet too like hes always kissin me on the forehead,and just hes the sweetest guy.i honestly dont know what to do.i hate to say this but i cant fake it anymore the reason i get so upset about him is b/c i love him.the worst part is once again i know he loves me cuz hes told me but i dont know whats gonna happen.im so tired of gettin my heart broken.i have no idea what im gonna do if he gets another job.i know ill be gettin a new one though cuz i cant work w/o him.that sounds pathetic but its true.and wendys is nothin but drama right now.another thing i know is he is really thinkin about leavin his g/f cuz hes like all this gay shit happens everytime me and you try to hang out *meaning her*.and if u ask me shes crazy shes like stalkin him.she was in the parkin lot at work the other day watchin tom and i.like what the fuck and shes hella ugly.tom was like id kill to have a girl as good as you.oh and i told him i left justin last night lol.and i really almost did today but tom had to go be an asshole so i decicded to hold off on that for now.but honestly i know tom is stupid and i shouldnt care but i do.i know he does care no matter what anyone says.i seriously just hate LOVE!!!!!!!!!!oh and like he looks like stephen from laguna beach lol tiffany pointed that out.like i really like him no i love him and i just really hope all this bullshit works out!!!!I LOVE YOU TOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=(*tears run down my cheeks*
no love,marianne |
Posted: 04:09, Monday, August 20, 2007 |
Comments (2) | Add Comment | Link |
|
Damn my crazy fuckin life...
Hey well i know its been 4ever.well anyways me and tom had our first offical date the 9th of augest.but now everythings hella fucked.ok well his g/f found out about me and now all our plans keep getttin fucked up.ok and the other day tom told me he loved me and got mad cuz i wouldnt say it back.hes so crazy soemtiems.and like hes so stupid.now he told everyone at work were together.oh and by the way hes gettin a new job prolly and so im quittin. i dont have enough hours anywyas.my phone is gonna get turned off and it fuckin sux.oh and justin didnt come over this weekdnd cuz of his stupid work.well i tryed tellin him whats up but hes beein dumb.so then i called tom back and he was beein an ass.oh and like his final interview 4 his new job is tommorwo and he might take it.so i dont even know if ill ever see him again.and last night on the phone he told me again.i just dont know what to do theres alot of clear signals and mixed ones.but i know hes not only after sex cuz hes only kissed me hes never tryed anything.i was actually suprised lol.but anyways damian and i hate each other and i dont talk to kelley anymore.she put some stupid shit on myspace sayin this girl was prettier then me and put *gag*.whatevr shes hella sick like im way hotter then both those bitches put together.plus life is so hard like i keep fuckin shit up.like my phone barly works and like i need to write my sis back and call her.i need to call sasha BAD.like im so stressed right now.and to top it all off justin leaves in less then a month.tom really makes me mad though like i guess i should just let him go cuz maybe he doesnt care.yesterday i was all up in his face yellin tho and he was so upset.hes like quit actin like justins ur b/f you know your mine and all this crap.i dont know what to do w/tom anymore *tears*.sick and this nasty randy kid at work tryed to make out w/me at work the other day and hes always hittin on all the girls.i dont know but hes gross as hell.so i guess FUCK Boys and FUCK my LIfe.p..s im not in a good mood if u couldnt tell *tear*.
no love,
mimi
I LOVE YOU SASHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
Posted: 03:54, Monday, August 20, 2007 |
Comments (1) | Add Comment | Link |
|
Deep Toots survey =)
|
(Survey... What Survey? My Survey, Ya Bastards!!)
1. First Name? Marianne
2. Last Name? Daley
3. Middle?? Janet
4. Where was u born in? Portland Oregon
5. Age? 18
(This part gets pretty... I don't know... laughable. Sorry, bad pun.)
Who is your...
6. close friend? Brittnay,meg,maria,tom,tiffany
7. bestest friend (Or best friend)? My Sasha of course
8. worse nightmare? shane lol
9. Dream come true? if me and tom ever date
10. Gay or bi partner (If u have 1, lol!!)? I'm not bi or gay... I guess Sasha
(Next part... funny stuff.)
Are u...
11. Dreamy? Somewhat.
12. Hot? Yep!
13. Sexy? Yep!
14. Ugly (Nobody is.. unless u can name 1, lol!!)? Heck... NO!!
15. A crybaby? no
16. A Metal freak? no
17. A wuss? no
18. A gay bastard (LOL better not be!!)? No freakin way!!!!
19. What are u scared of? stinkbugs and bees
20. Who did u talk 2 last night? tom,brittnay,and justin
What's your favorite...
21. Movie? poetic justice and 2pac ressurection oh and the friday movies lol
22. Scary movie?i dont really like scary movies
23. TV show? the hills, SpongeBob, Around the Horn, laguna beach,engaged & underage and on...;p
24. Website? sashas blogs and myspace lol
25. Video Game? Sonic, Mortal Kombat, Metroid.., Mario Bros.. n some casino games,and pacman
26. Who makes u laugh the most? Mimi, tom,tiffany,brittnay,and meg
27. If you wanted 2 be gay or bisexual, who would u choose (Some of my friends will ask me this.)? My Sasha ;)!
Do you like..
28. Lighting? I love a lighting show.
29. Thunder? no!
30. Heat? Yep!
31. Pink? Yep!
32. Blue? Yep!
33. Black? yep
34. White? yep
35. The rainbow (If you like the rainbow n you'll a boy, you're gay!!! LOL)? yes
36. The city? Love the city!!!
37. Neon lights? yep
38. SpongeBob n Patrick?? Yep!!
2 more questions!!! Hang in there!!!
39. If you would 2 choose any man (Or woman) out there, who would u choose (It could be your friends, celebratey, anyone u choose.)? britney spears and 50 cent lol
1 more question!!!
40. Do you think SpongeBob n Patrick are gay?? no way!
You're done!!! Congraduations!!!!
|
Posted: 12:51, Saturday, August 11, 2007 |
Comments (2) | Add Comment | Link |
|
|