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dramas dramas dramas....things get so crazy each time..and im alomost tired of it...one of it is thing btw my best fren...we arent close since last two weeks...cuz we got this sports thing to do and we got to compete b4 we go for final on sports day..so my best fren couldnt make true..i tried to comfort her...instead..she shut me off n gave a cold shoulder..i hardly believe this too...she said tht ppl nvr think bout her feeling but instead ppl are hurting her...i was like...gosh...i nvr do tht..cuz she is my best frens...we use to like do wateva u noe..but it seems like my heart is wreck...since tht day onwards...things getting far beyong my thoughts...cuz i got eyesight problem so i sit in front..normally we use to sit 2geder..anyhow..since i sit in front,gap btw us get wider n wider...o gosh..five days gone like tht which the five days tht we did not really talk as we really talk like last time..then she cant help it one day and she talk thru comment in frenster...we talk things out but i felt tht she's been pointing all d blame to me...she change quite alot since just tht i dun wanna tell her cuz im afraid tht i failed her..i dun wan to dissapoint her..thts not my intention at all as a best fren...it seems to b like a small fight but in school we were like fren but thru the net we were like firing to each other..so weird...but soon we work things out...everything start to go back but it seems hard for me to go back..cuz i dun wanna feel ive been push away or being let down again for some crazy childish reasons..i mean she is my best fren but sumtimes i have my own way of thinking too...she nvr been open as she used to be..she dun like me talking to sum of my otha frens in skul cuz she said tht she feel like she have been a fool standing beside me while im de one who is talking..gosh..thk god all tht is almost over...things start to recover already but it still a bit weird..hope everything will be alrite soon..i mean sooner or later,she is still my best fren after all rite...and she will be the only best fren...in my life...cuz she really mean alot to me... [m]iC~