Be Strong, Believe
Sometimes we have to bend but never do we have to break
I, I always believed in futures I hope for better in November I try the same losing lucky numbers It could be a cold night for a lifetime Hey now, you can't keeping saying endlessly My darling, how long until this affects me? Say hello to good times Trade up for the fast ride We close our eyes while the nickel and dime take the streets completely I, I always could count on futures That things would look up, and they look up Why is it so hard to find balance Between living decent and the cold and real Hey now, what is it you think you see? Say hello to good times Trade up for the fast ride We close our eyes while the nickel and dime take the streets completely Hey now, the past is told by those who win My darling, what matters is what hasn't been Hey now, we're wide awake and we're thinking My darling, believe your voice can mean something Say hello to good times Trade up for the fast ride We close our eyes while the nickel and dime take the streets completely We close our eyes while the nickel and dime take the streets completely This circus is falling down on its knees The big top is crumbling down Its raining in baltimore fifty miles east Where you should be, no ones around These train conversations are passing me by And I dont have nothing to say You get what you pay for But I just had no intention of living this way Its raining in baltimore, baby But everything else is the same Theres things I remember and things I forget I miss you I guess that I should Three thousand five hundred miles away But what would you change if you could? I need a phone call Maybe I should buy a new car I can always hear a freight train if I listen real hard And I wish it was a small world Because Im lonely for the big towns Id like to hear a little guitar I think its time to put the top down You wait, wanting this world To let you in And you stand there A frozen light In dark and empty streets You smile hiding behind A God-given face But I know you're so much more Everything they ignore Is all that I need to believe You're the only one I ever believed in The answer that could never be found The moment you decided to let love in Now I'm banging on the door of an angel The end of fear is where we begin The moment we decided to let love in I wish Wishing for you to find your way And I'll hold on for all you need That's all we need to say I'll take my chances while You take your time with This game being play But I can't control your soul "You need to let me know When with eachother What will it behold" You're the only one I ever believed in The answer that could never be found The moment you decided to let love in Now I'm banging on the door of an angel The end of fear is where we begin The moment we decided to let love in There's nothing we can do about The things we have to do without The only way to feel again Is let love in There's nothing we can do about The things we have to live without The only way to see again Is let love in You're the only one I ever believed in The answer that could never be found The moment you decided to let love in Now I'm banging on the door of an angel The end of fear is where we begin The moment we decided to let love in She loves the bay, And now she's getting away. She wished on a shooting star to chase the trolley cars Back in Baltimore they would last forever He calls her sunshine and she calls him love And when the daze Of the West fades Cali sunshine will be back to stay In his arms she's home, She tires to fill the holes In light of what she dreams her heart remains with him She caugh him with a smile There so spontaneous It's only four years and then it's only us And when the daze Of the West fades Cali sunshine will be back to stay I'm writing this because at this point i assume your not ready to talk and i respect that, but i'm thinking about you and what lies ahead for us. I think I've realized something this past week that will help "us". Listen Joz i dont no what else to say right now. As always i love you and I hope school is going well and keep having fun. EricEvery chance you get is a chance you seize
Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next
What happens next
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before
Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
Tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before
Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened before
.............................................................
Look at earth from outer space
Everyone must find the place
Give me time and give me space
Give me real, don't give me fake
Give me strength, reserve control
Give me heart and give me soul
Give me love give us a kiss
Tell me your own politic
Open up your eyes
Open up your eyes
Open up your eyes
Open up your eyes
Give me one, cause one is best
And in confusion, confidence
Give me peace of mind and trust
And don't forget the rest of us
Give me strength, reserve control
Give me heart and give me soul
Wounds that heal and cracks that fix
tell me your own politic
Open up your eyes
Open up your eyes
Open up your eyes
Open up your eyes
Just open up your eyes
And give me love over, love over, love over this
And give me love over, love over, love over this.
you do something to me that i cant explain, so would i be out of line, if i said i missed you....i know ill see you again...but i need you to know that i can and i miss YOU................sometimes i need those three words
Tiger Lilly
We drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go...
i'll never let go.
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.
why does tonite, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.
and i... i don't want to speak these words.
cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.
and i... i don't want to speak these words.
cause i, i don't want to make things
and i...i dont wanna make things any worse.
.a&f.
Hey sunshine, I'm not sure if you'll read this before Thursday because i know you have a busy schedule but I havent really let you know how excited I am to come out to Cali. There's so many reasons why I'm excited. The past couple days we've only really talked about what i need to bring out and such haha, never really telling you how excited i was. I'd always get off the phone and be like damn i forgot to mention how excited i am to actually get out there. Can't wait to see you in a couple days, its going to be a fun couple days. Love you so much. see you soon. Love
Happyyy New Year
The Special One in My Life
Sunshine, I cant tell you or write how much I miss you and want to be with you. But i can tell you that there's not a night I go to sleep or a morning I wake up when your not the last thing or first thing I think about. I think the past 2 weeks have proved alot to each other. I know its shown me alot about our relationship and about you. Its made me think about alot of things and if anything bad has come out of it, its that I miss you more. Just know that in 10 days we have eachother and thats all we want. Joz, i love you so much, and i feel that each day that passes by and im not without you, its only making me stronger and making me want us to be together more. You really are everything that i want. There really is no one who gets me like you do, you are my only one. Thats become my second favorite yellowcard line because its so true. LOVE A &F, LOVE 10 days BE STRONG BELIEVE p.s. While i was writing this 3 out of the 4 songs were, iris, miss you(incubus), and only one. Kind of weird but you know how i am with little things. Hope your research paper goes well along with all the other test and papers you have. I LOVE YOUDear Love
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down on your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste?
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you,
High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I
Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.
Love to the loveless shore
And it goes on
You don't have to be alone
Is made of stone
And its so hard to see clearly
You don't have to be on your own
You don't have to be on your own
And I'm not gonna take it back
And I'm not gonna say I don't mean that
You're the target that im aiming at
Got to get that message home
My song is love
My song is love, unknown
But I'm on fire for you, clearly
You don't have to be alone
You don't have to be on your own
And I'm not gonna stand and wait
Not gonna leave it until its much too late
On a platform I'm gonna stand and sing
That I'm nothing on my own
And I love you, please come home
My song is love, is love unknown
And I've got to get that message home
Hey Love,
So I was missing you today and just thought I'd let you know that I miss you and love you a lot. I know that you weren't exactly thrilled about the whole talking every other day thing, but for me it's working. I'm at the point where I want to talk to you every day but I don't call because I know that it will just make our next phone call that much better. It's the whole point of quality time over quantity of time. The same thing as over break. I feel like I'm without you to the point of being without you too much which only makes me miss you. And I want to miss you. I said before if I started not missing you I'd be worried but I feel like we're at a good medium in "us" where I miss you but I'm not miserable. And I trust you enough to not be jealous or concerned when you go out or go to a formal but still love and care about you more than I could ever even think about caring about anyone out here. I love you.
Love,
A&F,
Sunshine
"All the darkness in the world cannot put out a single candle."
-fortune cookie I got
I will be king
And you, you will be queen
Though nothing will drive them away
We can beat them, just for one day
We can be Heroes, just for one day
And you, you can be mean
And I, I'll drink all the time
'Cause we're lovers, and that is a fact
Yes we're lovers, and that is that
Though nothing, will keep us together
We could steal time,
just for one day
We can be Heroes, for ever and ever
What d'you say?
I, I wish you could swim
Like the dolphins, like dolphins can swim
Though nothing,
nothing will keep us together
We can beat them, for ever and ever
Oh we can be Heroes,
just for one day
I, I will be king
And you, you will be queen
Though nothing will drive them away
We can be Heroes, just for one day
We can be us, just for one day
I, I can remember (I remember)
Standing, by the wall (by the wall)
And the guns shot above our heads
(over our heads)
And we kissed,
as though nothing could fall
(nothing could fall)
And the shame was on the other side
Oh we can beat them, for ever and ever
Then we could be Heroes,
just for one day
We can be Heroes
We can be Heroes
We can be Heroes
Just for one day
We can be Heroes
We're nothing, and nothing will help us
Maybe we're lying,
then you better not stay
But we could be safer,
just for one day
Oh-oh-oh-ohh, oh-oh-oh-ohh,
just for one day
-We can be heroes
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I'm loving you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
-Moulin Rouge
Joz, All today I cant stop thinking about what I did yesterday. I'm pissed and upset of what I did yesterday. I hurt the person I care and even more so LOVE the most. Right now I really dont what to say but I'm sorry and that i promise this will NEVER happen again. I feel I'm a mature person, however my actions yesterday mirrored a complete immature person The way I feel right now is something I've never felt before. I've never done something like this where I fucked up this bad and upset you this bad. And it doesnt help that it came at this time and so thats y i think im so upset about it. Joz, in the end I dont want to lose you. Like i said in my toast, you are someone who is very important and special in my life. YOU ARE SUCH A BIG PART OF MY LIFE. Joz, you have a right to be mad at me, however I hope you can forgive me for this and trust in me and believe in me that this will never happen again. I honestly cant wait to Christmas Break where I can prove this to you because "actions speak louder than words." Joz, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. If i could do anything to take back yesterday I would. If theres anything I can do to straighten this out, please let me know. I'll do anything. Hope you had a nice trip back to Cali. Love you ALWAYSFOREVER. Love, Eric 20 Days
I thought about this line yesterday and it kinda hit me...Its kinda obvious but i'd never really thought about it before... its raining in baltimore baby, but everything else is the same. LOVE YOU SUNSHINE! I CANNOT WAIT TO C U! everytime i no im going to c u it seems like i get more and more excited.
Thinking about you all day today... miss you more and more every second closer to Thanksgiving that I get.
She said, 'I've gotta be honest.
You're wasting time if your're fishing round here.'
And I said, 'You must be mistaken,
'Cause I'm not fooling.
This feeling is real.'
And she said, she said, 'You've gotta be crazy.
What do you take me for, some kind of easy mark?
You got wits, you got looks, you got passion,
But I swear that you've got me all wrong, all wrong,
But you've got me.'
I'll be true
I'll be useful
I'll be cavalier
I'll be yours, my dear
And I'll belong to you if you just let me through
This is easy as lovers go
So don't complicate it by
hesitating
This is wonderful as loving goes
This is tailor made
What's the sense of waiting?
I said, 'I've gotta be honest.
I've been waiting for you all my life.
For so long I thought I wasn't gonna settle down,
But just seeing you makes me think twice.
The feel of you here makes me sane.
I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my sight.'
You've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion,
But are you brave enough to leave with me tonight
Tonight, tonight
You've got me
I'll be true
I'll be useful
I'll be cavalier
I'll be yours, my dear
And I'll belong to you if you just let me through
This is easy as lovers go,
So dont complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes,
This is tailor made
What's the sense of waiting?
This is easy as lovers go,
So dont complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes,
This is tailor made
What's the sense of waiting?
This is easy as lovers go,
So dont complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes,
This is tailor made
What's the sense of waiting?
Everything is going to be alright, everything is going to be alright, Be strong believe. Tough, you think you've got the stuff You're telling me and anyone You're hard enough You don't have to put up a fight You don't have to always be right Let me take some of the punches For you tonight Listen to me now I need to let you know You don't have to go it alone And it's you when I look in the mirror And it's you when I don't pick up the phone Sometimes you can't make it on your own We fight all the time You and I...that's alright We're the same soul I don't need...I don't need to hear you say That if we weren't so alike You'd like me a whole lot more Listen to me now I need to let you know You don't have to go it alone And it's you when I look in the mirror And it's you when I don't pick up the phone Sometimes you can't make it on your own I know that we don't talk I'm sick of it all Can - you - hear - me - when - I - Sing, you're the reason I sing You're the reason why the opera is in me... Where are we now? I've got to let you know A house still doesn't make a home Don't leave me here alone... And it's you when I look in the mirror And it's you that makes it hard to let go Sometimes you can't make it on your own Sometimes you can't make it The best you can do is to fake it Sometimes you can't make it on your own Cause sometimes you just feel tired, you feel weak, you feel stressed, you feel like so many things are coming down, you feel overwhelmed. But you gotta search within and find that inner strength. The inner strength to be better than what makes you tired, to be better than what makes you feel weak, to better than what makes you stressed. Sunshine, You know I ALWAYS want the best for you. I care about you more than anything in this world. You know that. I would give up everything. When your upset, its just natural for me to be concerned and want your problems to be fixed. I'm truly sorry if i upset you in any way. Believe me when i say this that i had no other intention but to help you when i went about those things. I did it because I LOVE YOU. Things will work out, your strong enough person. Look at all the shit you've already gotten through, so theres no doubt in my mind that your not going to get out of this on top. BE STRONG BELIEVE. Love Alwaysforever, Love
I love you!
The human mind...
The human mind has always sought after, but never attained, knowledge ... Meanwhile it is desirable, I grant, to contemplate in thought, as if in a picture, an image of a greater and better world; lest the mind, accustoming itself to the minutiae of daily life, should become too narrow, and lapse into mean thoughts. But at the same time we must be vigilant for truth, and set a limit, lest we fail to distinguish certain from uncertain, day from night. -T. Burnet
This is the quote from the short story intro that i had to read for english class. funny how it becomes more and more relevant.
"It's kind of fun to do the impossible." -Walt Disney
The first step toward success is taken when you refuse to be a captive of the environment in which you first find yourself.
Mark Caine
People are always blaming their circumstances for what they are. I don't believe in circumstances. The people who get on in the world are the people who get up and look for the circumstances they want, and if they can't find them, make them.
George Bernard Shaw
Change is not merely necessary to life - it is life.
Alvin Toffler
Success isn't something you chase. It's something you have to put forth the effort for constantly. Then maybe it'll come when you least expect it. Most people don't understand that.
Michael Jordan
A man sits with a pretty girl for an hour and it seems shorter than a minute. But tell that same man to sit on a hot stove for a minute, it is longer than any hour. That's relativity.
Albert Einstein
Never, never, never give up.
Winston Churchill
Everything flows.
Heraclitus
We don't see things as they are. We see things as we are.
Anais Nin
Success demands singleness of purpose.
Vince Lombardi
It's not whether you get knocked down, it's whether you get up.
Vince Lombardi
and my favorite...
You've got to think about big things while you're doing small things, so that all the small things go in the right direction.
Alvin Toffler
The 12th
The 12th a day that means so much. Some of the best memories we have are from the different things we did on the 12th. So today is October 12th. One year ago we were celebrating 2 months. Its funny to look back and to think how much things have changed since then. It really shows how much our relationship grew since then. At this point last year i wanted things to be perfect. I didnt want to lose something that i wanted so bad and now that it was finally there i wasnt going to let go of it. I dont know if you remember what we did last year on October 12th but I thought about it last night and it all came back to me. I remember October 11th, after my practice i got a shower at loyola then went over to matt schroders house to eat dinner. Then we went over to Pats house to play cards and hang out. I told pat of my plan that day and he said it was fine for me to spend the night. So i went over pats and we stayed up until 4 in the morning. When i tried to go to sleep i couldnt becuase i was so excited about the morning. I set my alarm for 645 but i didnt hear it go off and woke up without the sound of an alarm only to realize that it was 730. I jumped up, got ready in less then a minute and left pats house. I drove to the safeway in jacksonville where i bought blueberry muffins and orange juice. I then flew to your house and got there at around 815. I needed some help if my plan was going to work so i talked to jinny and she left the side door open for me because by the time i got to your house ur mom and her had already left for work and school. I remember walking into your house and being kind of nervous because this was the first big suprise i'd done for u and you know i love suprising you with things. So while i was nervous i was also excited. I remember getting plates and cups out of your cabinets and while doing so thinking if i should let you sleep or go down stairs and suprise you. Then i thought i heard somebody moving around downstairs so this made me go to the steps and listen. Not sure of what i heard i decided to go downstairs where i found you still sleeping in ur bed. Going over to your bed i gave you a kiss, and as a result you woke up and were nevertheless suprised. You said to me that you it was jinny being annoying and waking you up haha. I'll never forget the smile you had on ur face and said, omg i cant believe you did this. This was only the start to a great day. A day i will never forget and a day that keeps my drive to suprise you in so many more ways. So happy 12th and hopefully this day will always have the same special meaning it holds today. Love you so much. Hope all is well and today ive been thinking of you all day, thinking of things that put a smile on my face. Love you so much sunshine and cant wait to see you. 8 days. Love alwaysforever, LoveFor English Class...
She says she loves the Bay;
Land of sourdough and trolley car
Truth is, she’s finally getting away
Wishing too hard on a shooting star
And she’s stuck with what she dreamed
An adventure, a proof, independence
From all things screaming family themed
One love left, in its beautiful transcendence
In his arms she though she finally felt a home
Now she’s all wrapped up in her new reality
Trying to fill the hole from a love’s postpone
Despite the “college experience” facade mentality
He knows when the glitz of the West fades away
His California sunshine will be back to stay.
... sonnet i wrote for english class... kind of scared to turn it in... haha <3 <3
Always thinking about you...
Death Cab Cutie: Passenger Seat i roll the window down and then begin to breathe in the darkest country road and the strong scent of evergreen from the passenger seat as you are driving me home. then looking upwards i strain my eyes and try to tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites from the passenger seat as you are driving me home. "do they collide?" i ask and you smile. with my feet on the dash the world doesn't matter. when you feel embarrassed then i'll be your pride when you need directions then i'll be the guide for all time. for all time. Reason to Believe: Dashboard oh sweet lungs don't fail me now your burning has turned into fear drills me in my every step, i'm moving quick but you're always on my heals just one more breath, i beg you please just one more step, my knees are weak my heart is sturdy but it needs you to survive my heart is sturdy but it needs you breathe, don't you want to breathe i know that you are strong enough to handle what i need my capillaries scream, there's nothing left to feed on my body needs a reason to cross that line will you carry me there one more time? steady lungs, don't fail me now i feel you bursting but you won't let me die fill me up with every step i'm feeling sick, but i'm leaving it behind just one long breath i beg you please just one more step you are not weak my legs are sturdy but they need you to survive my heart is sturdy but i need you breathe, don't you want to breathe and know that you are strong enough to handle what i need my capillaries scream, there's nothing left to feed on my body needs a reason to cross that line will you carry me there once more? i have reason to believe that i have victories to taste i can feel them on my teeth, upon my lips and in my chest i can roll them on my tongue, they are more subtle than defeat i feel the tension in my lungs and every move is filled by my resolve to breathe, don't you want to breathe i know that you are strong enough to handle what i need my capillaries scream, there's nothing left to feed on my body needs a reason to cross that line will you carry me there one more time? And I'd give up forever to touch you? Cause I know that you feel me some how? You're the closest thing to heaven that I'll ever be ?And I don't want to go home right now? And all I can taste is this moment ?And all I can breathe is your life Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me . I seriously cant even put into words anymore how much stronger i feel towards you. You really are "my only one" Love you alwaysforever Love{ Last Page } { Page 1 of 3 } { Next Page }
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